GL - Movie Night - Part 72
Title: Movie Night
Author: critic2000
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Rating: PG-13 to start, for violence (non-sexual) and language. I am not any kind of a medical expert so if there are some glaring errors, please forgive me.
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Guiding Light characters, they belong to CBS and Proctor and Gamble.
Summary: This is set in the spring of 2009. I’ve taking some liberties with the storyline, mainly Natalia never slept with Frank, hence no engagement etc. So our girls have been just continuing forward raising Emma and getting closer to each other though they are still technically just friends, but that will change… This is a hurt/comfort story so they are headed on a rough ride.
Author’s Note: This is my first fan fiction so please be gentle. This would not have been possible if not for the persistent nudging and awesome editing of my beta/great friend croftlara. Comments are welcome.
( Part 1 ) ( Parts 2 & 3 ) ( Part 4 ) ( Parts 5 & 6 ) ( Part 7 ) ( Part 8 ) ( Part 9 ) ( Part 10 ) ( Part 11 ) ( Part 12 ) ( Part 13 ) ( Parts 14 & 15 ) ( Part 16 ) ( Part 17 ) ( Part 18 ) ( Part 19 ) ( Part 20 ) ( Part 21 ) ( Part 22 ) ( Part 23 ) ( Part 24 ) ( Part 25 ) ( Part 26 ) ( Part 27 ) ( Part 28 ) ( Part 29 ) ( Part 30 ) ( Part 31 ) ( Part 32 ) ( Part 33 ) ( Chapter 34 ) ( Part 35 ) ( Part 36 ) ( Part 37 ) ( Part 38 ) ( Part 39 ) ( Part 40 ) ( Part 41 ) ( Part 42 ) ( Part 43 ) ( Part 44 ) ( Part 45 ) ( Part 46 ) ( Part 47 ) ( Part 48 ) ( Part 49 ) ( Part 50 ) ( Chapter51)( Chapter52) ( Part 53 ) ( Chapter 54 ) ( Part 55 )( Part 56 )( Part 57 ) ( Part 58 ) ( Part 59 ) ( Part 60 A )( Part 60 B ) ( Part 61 ) ( Part 62 ) ( Part 63 )(Part 64 ) Part 65 A )( Part 65 B ) ( Part 66 )( Part 67 ) ( Part 68 A )( Part 68 B ) ( Part 69 ) ( Part 70 )( Part 71 )
Chapter 72
Stillness covered the room like the blanket protecting the two entwined naked bodies sleeping soundly on the bed from the spring chill in the air.
Green eyes fluttered open and for just a moment Olivia was surprised by the body nestled up to hers. Smiling against the spray of black spread across her chest, she leaned over kissing the head under the mass of hair. With her lips resting on Natalia’s head the night came rushing back, the battle over the bottle then the exquisite memory of Natalia’s body in her arms. So lost in her memory she missed the first cue that the body next to hear was waking.
“Mmmm… morning.” Natalia’s sleepy reply is accompanied by a possessive squeeze to the body she’s holding onto.
Olivia started her out of her thoughts, “Did you sleep well?”
Natalia kissed the breast next to her mouth. “I did. Did you?”
Distracted by the sensation against her breast, eyes closed, Olivia only made some contented sounds.
Natalia grinned, pleased to know she had that kind of effect on Olivia so teasingly she asked again, “Well?”
Drawn from her reverie, Olivia questioned, “Huh?”
“Sleep? Well?”
Absently Olivia responded, “Oh, sorry honey. Yes I did, you?”
Leaning up on her elbow to look into Olivia’s eyes, Natalia responded, “I think I’ve already answered that but if it wasn’t to your satisfaction, it was the best sleep I’ve had in a long long time.”
“Good.”
Natalia’s grin fell away. Maybe I don’t have the kind of effect I thought I did. Olivia was never completely conscious first thing in the morning but this level of distraction wasn’t right even for her. Natalia stiffened and fearing the answer asked, “What’s wrong?”
“What? Nothing, I’m fine.” Olivia responded in a rush, her eyes looking everywhere but directly at Natalia.
“Right.” Frustrated and feeling like a fool, Natalia pulled away from Olivia and climbed off the bed. “You won’t even look at me, if you think it’s a mistake, just tell me.”
“Wait, what?” Shocked, Olivia sat up to see that Natalia had already put on a pair of underwear and was now fighting with a pair of pants, hopping around the room with one leg partially in the pants and the other fighting the fabric.
“I didn’t make you… ugh. Stupid pants.” Natalia gave a final strong heave before throwing the pants down.
Unable to help it, a grin slowly spread across Olivia’s face at how adorable Natalia looked bouncing around the room trying to put on her clothes. “Sweetie,” Olivia stood and went to Natalia, “you’re going to hurt yourself, come here.”
Taking Natalia by the shoulders, Olivia carefully guided her back to the bed, “Please sit.”
Natalia huffed out a breath, pouted then sat hunched over on the edge of the bed, “You can be honest with me, if you…”
Olivia put her fingers over Natalia’s mouth, “Shhh, please.” Taking both of Natalia’s hands in hers, “I don’t regret being with you for a second. That’s not why I’m out of sorts.”
“So what’s going on? Do you feel okay?” Natalia pulled one hand away to feel Olivia’s forehead for a fever.
Olivia pulled Natalia’s hand back into hers. “It’s not you, not at all. And I feel fine…” Olivia looked away and cleared her throat then continued, “Before I came up here last night, before we… I had a fight with myself.”
Olivia proceeded to explain what happened with the vodka as Natalia waited for more.
Natalia listened silently to Olivia’s account of wanting the drink then battling with herself to pour out the bottle, once finished she raised her head, a tear in her eye, “Okay…” Looking directly into Olivia’s eyes, Natalia asked, “I know you already told me but I just need to hear it again, it wasn’t me… us making love? You wanted to take a drink? But you didn’t?”
“Absolutely not…Yes… No.”
“O… okay then...” Natalia stammered as she got off the bed, “I should go make breakfast, will you get Emma?”
“Wait.” Confused, Olivia watched as Natalia finished pulling up her pants. “Okay? Just like that?” Olivia had been waiting for something more dramatic, some disappointment, disapproval… an argument… but instead Natalia continued on as though she had just asked her if she wanted peanut butter or jam on her toast.
Natalia clasped her bra behind her back and walked back over to Olivia who was sitting dumfounded on the bed. Taking the older woman’s hands in hers she responded, “Olivia, I never expected you’d never have another drink in your life. You just needed to cut back and look at why you were drinking. You wanted to get lost last night but instead you didn’t.”
Lowering hear head, shyly Olivia admitted, “No, I got found.”
Using the tip of her finger against Olivia’s chin, Natalia lifted up until their eyes met. “That’s right. And personally, I…” Natalia’s cheeks flushed, “I think you made the right choice.”
Unable to control the tears from forming, Olivia could only respond, “Thank you.”
“I love you. It may seem like I don’t think this is a big deal. I do. I know what this means and how hard it must have been for you. I’m so sorry you went through that.”
Olivia nodded silently.
“But you chose us… Me and Emma. Your family Olivia, that’s huge and I know that but I never doubted what choice you would make when the opportunity arose. I knew you would choose us, so I’m not surprised.”
Natalia sat down next to Olivia and clasped her hand. “Do you want to talk about what caused you to seek out a drink to begin with?”
Olivia swiped her free hand across her brow. “I was frustrated, scared, tired… just overwhelmed.”
Natalia had known exactly why Olivia had wanted a drink, they were both so worried about Emma and her partner just didn’t know how to handle the emotions. “That’s going to happen… keep happening. But you know you don’t have to drink to deal with it. We’ll figure out something else you can do to channel those feelings.”
Olivia gave her lover a sideward glance which didn’t go unnoticed by Natalia, “I didn’t mean that, not that I’m not willing, I just think maybe there should be alternative sources of … release… at your disposal.”
This caused Olivia to laugh out loud. “You know you are just the most adorable creature.” She leaned over and kissed Natalia soundly.
“Mmm now that’s a good morning.” Natalia responded when the kiss ended. “But seriously, Olivia, life is full of struggle we just have to learn how to live with it. God knows we’ve been trying and I think we’re getting much closer to figuring out how to do it.”
Olivia nodded, she was used to struggle, her whole life had been struggle just as Natalia’s had been and she was right they were learning how to manage living with this latest onslaught.
“You’re right honey and speaking of living,” Olivia turned to look at the clock and groaned when she saw what time it was. Another rushed morning… “I’ll get dressed and get Emma up…”
“And I’ll get on breakfast.” Natalia finished as she stood started for her closet to get a blouse. “You do realize she slept through the night?”
“Hey,” Olivia realized she hadn’t thought of that, “you’re right. This is going to be a better day.”
Natalia smiled as she watched the huge grin spread across her lover’s face as Olivia headed for the door, “Yes, it will be a better day.” She hesitated a moment enjoying the view before she added with a wink, “It’ll be even better if you wear clothes… well at least to work.”
Olivia looked down and realized she was still naked, “You’ve got a point there.” Olivia changed direction and started for the closet.
“Hey I don’t mind myself but I think you might cause some talk at the office.”
“You think?” Olivia smiled. “Think I have time for a shower? Ideally, for us to have one?” She winked.
“Oh Ms. Spencer do you like the idea of my body all wet and slick with water and soap?”
Olivia moved to put her arms around Natalia’s waist, “What do you think?”
Natalia chucked and leaned in for a kiss. Their lips barely had time to touch when a little voice called out from the other side of the door. “Mommy, I’m hungry.”
Wide brown and green eyes looked at each other startled, while their bodies froze momentarily as the door handle began to rattle.
Olivia broke the embrace and ran to the door, opening it slightly she peeked around the corner to find a very tired looking little girl with sleep mussed hair rubbing her eyes.
“Mommy, I’m hungry.”
“Okay Jellybean, Natalia will be right down to make your breakfast. Did you sleep okay?”
Emma nodded, “I had dreams.”
Olivia’s heart stopped and she felt a hand on her back right before a robe was placed over her shoulders. She stepped back behind the door to secure the robe quickly as Natalia opened the door and reached out for Emma. “Morning honey, come on in, what did you dream about?”
Emma tiredly accepted and returned a hug from Natalia, “I dreamed about my ducks.”
Olivia’s heart began to beat again as she slipped out from behind the door and kissed Emma on the head, “What about the ducks Jellybean?”
“Derek’s puppy pooped in their pond and they didn’t like it so they flew away.”
Both women burst out laughing from relief. Emma looked at them not finding it very funny. She put her hands on her little hips and exclaimed, “He should take better care of his puppy, he ruined my pond and I’m going to tell him so!”
Emma spun on her heel mumbling about calling him and telling him he wasn’t allowed to bring his puppy over ever when Olivia gently grabbed her by the shoulder. “Sweetheart, it was only a dream, sometimes we wake up feeling like they’re real and then we get mad at people in them like they did something wrong when that’s not actually the case. You can tell Derek about the dream at school but nothing happened to your pond so you shouldn’t get mad at him, okay?”
Emma’s brow furrowed, “Dreams are confusing.”
Sobering at the statement in light of the past couple of days, Olivia could only agree. “Honey, let’s go get you dressed okay? Natalia’s going to start breakfast. We’re in a little bit of a hurry this morning.”
“Can I wear my pink sundress?”
“Nope, it’s not warm enough for that but you can wear your pink sweater.”
“Ah mom…” Emma groaned as Olivia led her to her bedroom to get dressed.
***
“Apple or banana?” Natalia asked as she packed Emma’s lunch.
While Emma got dressed Natalia made toast and cereal for breakfast, not having time to prepare the omelets she had been hoping to make for her girls.
“Apple please,” Emma said around her mouth full of Cheerios, “a red one.” She added as she noticed Natalia pick up the last green one in the bowl.
“Alright,” Natalia said as she placed the lunch pail next to Emma’s plate, “we have a super secret sandwich, milk, cheese and crackers and a red apple.”
“Thanks.” Emma responded accidently dribbling milk down to her chin.
Olivia reached over with a napkin to wipe it up; jokingly she made a point of exaggerating the location and amount of milk that needed to be cleaned so Emma burst out laughing accidently spilling out the rest of the contents of her mouth all over Olivia’s hand.
“Oops sorry mommy.” Emma managed between giggles.
“My fault.” Olivia smiled and she got up to throw out the napkin and clean her hand.
Natalia enjoyed watching her girls laugh and play, they needed more of this she decided but it would unfortunately have to wait, “Are you all finished honey? The bus will be here any minute.”
“Yep!” Emma hopped off the chair and reached for her coat. Natalia helped her zip it up and put her hat on her head as the bus could be heard rumbling up the road.
“We gotta go.” Olivia said as she picked up Emma’s bookbag and put her lunch in it then kissed Emma goodbye as she put her mitts on. “Love you honey.”
Natalia added another kiss, “Have a good day.”
“Bye mommies!” Emma yelled as she ran out the door and toward the waiting bus leaving both women with their mouths hanging open. Mommies. It wasn’t that they didn’t both know Emma considered Natalia her other mommy, she had written a whole paper on it but she didn’t often say it out loud.
In acknowledgment, Olivia simply wrapped Natalia in a hug.
When the hug ended, Natalia sniffled and looked Olivia up and down, “Did someone say something about a shower earlier?”
The cheshire grin that split Olivia’s face indicated she definitely had not forgotten.
***
The hot water beat against the inside of the bathtub as the two women undressed on the other side of the shower curtain.
“I’m going to be late for work, hope my boss doesn’t mind.” Natalia said as she slid her pants off.
Olivia looked over as she dropped the robe, “I’m sure your boss will understand. I think she’s going to be late anyway.” She added with a wink as she took in Natalia’s form. She had never really seen Natalia truly naked before only catching glimpses of skin while her injuries were tended. The night before the lights were low and the sensation of touch overrode her sight so she didn’t really have the focus to look at her until now. So she indulged her eyes, taking in the perfectly toned legs that looked longer without pants on and the black triangle of hair covering the vast riches of pleasure Olivia had been granted access to last night. She allowed her eyes to rest there for a time before tracking up across her flat stomach with the perfect belly button, further up her eyes stopped on covered breasts. She was pleasantly surprised when they turned out to be larger than originally expected. Not that Olivia had known she would be fond of large breasts but evidently she was if the pleasure she had taken last night while loving Natalia’s was any indication. Her eyes stayed on the black lace that hid those two perfect objects of her immediate desire and she silently prayed Natalia would hurry and take off her bra before she burst in anticipation.
“I think being late is worth it my…” Natalia looked over to see Olivia watching her, attention clearly focused on her chest. Wanting to give Olivia a show, she began to unclasp her bra and slowly lowered the material, carefully taking her time exposing more and more skin until the edge reached her nipples when she paused. She heard the groan and suspected Olivia hadn’t even realized she had done it. She toyed with the idea of getting Olivia’s attention and reminding her where her eyes were but she loved how her partner was looking at her and she didn’t want to break the spell with a joke so she lowered the bra, dropped it to the floor and stood before Olivia.
“I love you so much.” Olivia’s eyes widened, “Not…” she licked her lips and added in a hurry, “not just because you’re so incredibly gorgeous. Just… you’re just an amazing person and I’m so lucky.”
Natalia shyly smiled and lowered her head, “Thank you. You’re not the only lucky person in the room.”
Olivia took two steps toward Natalia, closing the space between them. She took Natalia’s face in her hands and kissed her sweetly, tasting peanut butter and orange juice from her breakfast.
When the kiss ended Olivia reached inside the shower curtain to make sure the water was ready for them. “Ready to get wet?” She asked with a wry grin as she opened the curtain for Natalia.
“I think I already am.” Natalia breathed as she stepped into the shower.
Olivia shook her head unsure if she had heard what she thought Natalia said so she just smiled and stepped in after her.
Natalia stood under the spray, closed her eyes and tipped her head back letting both the water soak her hair in preparation to wash it and to let Olivia get an eyeful.
“Can I wash your hair for you?” Olivia asked causing Natalia to open her eyes and tip her head back down.
“I’d like that.”
Olivia reached behind her and took the bottle of shampoo, squirted some into her hand and began to lather Natalia’s hair. She loved the feel of Natalia’s already silky hair slipping through her fingers. She gave Natalia a brief head massage to make the experience even more enjoyable.
“Mmmm, that feels great.” Natalia said as Olivia massaged the soap into her hair. “Nobody has ever done this for me.”
“Really? Then it’s long overdo.” Olivia continued to run her fingers across Natalia’s scalp longer than was necessary. In her eyes, Natalia deserved every bit of pleasure and pampering she could give her.
Finally, Olivia suggested Natalia tip her head back so she could rinse off the shampoo.
After the soap was rinsed, Natalia asked if she could do the same for Olivia.
Olivia gratefully accepted the offer and the women awkwardly changed positions in the tub. “Okay…” Olivia said as she was pressed against the cold wall while Natalia shuffled against the side of the tub to get by, “I think we’re going to need a bigger shower.”
“Yeah we should just make your old room into one big bathroom and put a huge Jacuzzi in there and two person shower.”
“Now you’re thinking!” Olivia exclaimed with a giggle as she took her position under the spray. “I hadn’t even thought of baths.”
“Oh I know,” Natalia squeezed out some shampoo and began to lather Olivia’s head, “we could just put in a door from our room and it could be our en suite.”
“Not just a pretty face, are ya?” Olivia responded, followed by a groan. “I’m thinking expert head massager too. That feels great.”
“Thanks, I’m glad you like it.”
“I love it, I love everything about you.” Olivia leaned forward and stole a kiss. When the kiss ended she opened her eyes, “Oh ouch.” She squinted against the shampoo in her eyes and automatically tipped her head back and wiped at her eyes.
“Oh honey.” Natalia rinsed her hands and grabbed a washcloth to wipe Olivia’s closed eyes. “Are you okay?” She asked trying to hold back a laugh.
“I’m pretty smooth.” Olivia announced.
“What?” Natalia asked.
“Ya know, all my hot moves like falling on you in bed, getting soap in my eyes when I’m trying to be sexy… I’m just that hot.”
Natalia burst out laughing. “You’re so cute.”
“Cute?” Olivia asked in mock offence.
“Honey, you’re real. And I think it’s just adorable.” Now it was Natalia’s turn to lean in for a kiss.
The kiss quickly turned passionate. Olivia hands came around and encircled Natalia’s waist to pull the younger woman tightly against her.
Natalia dug her fingers into Olivia’s back as she slid her thigh between Olivia’s legs and pressed against her centre.
Olivia grunted and ground against the strong thigh pushing into her heated mound. “I want you Natalia.”
“You’ve got me.” Natalia reminded her while she ran her hands down to Olivia’s ass and pulled her tighter against her thigh.
Their wet bodies clung together, as Olivia rode Natalia’s leg. “I need more.” Olivia begged.
In one movement, Natalia pulled her leg away, pressed Olivia’s back against the wall and placed her finger against Olivia’s straining clit. She crushed her mouth to Olivia’s breast and sucked the nipple into her mouth.
Olivia was stunned only for a moment by the quick action Natalia had taken. Her arms now splayed out flat against the wall as Natalia ravaged her body. The closer Olivia came to orgasm the weaker her knees left her, Natalia could feel the tremors in the older woman’s legs so she pressed her body tighter to her and wrapped her free arm around her to hold her up. Unexpectedly, she suddenly felt a touch to her own clit. Olivia had slid an arm between them.
“I need to touch you too.”
Both women writhed together, cooling water beating down on their already heated bodies. Twin grunts and cries filled the otherwise silent house as they crashed together into Elysia. Only Olivia’s quick reflexes caught Natalia before she slipped to the bottom of the tub. She lowered the spent woman so she was sitting and could catch her breath.
“Are you okay?” Olivia asked, moving to a kneeling position herself.
“Woah, that was… wow…” Was all Natalia could say as her body began recognizing the change in temperature. She wrapped her arms around herself, “just wow.”
Olivia smiled in agreement and turned slightly to add more heat to the water. “I’ll keep saying it. You’re incredible.”
Natalia sighed. “Let’s just go back to bed and sleep and make love all day.”
“If only...” Olivia stood then reached out to help Natalia up.
“Oh right… your meeting with that guy about the thing.” Details had escaped the poor woman who was slowing getting up.
Olivia laughed heartily while she picked up the body wash and wash cloth, “Yes that thing where we try to get The Beacon the contract for those conferences with that pharmaceutical company. No, unfortunately, I can’t blow that off.”
Olivia began to wash Natalia, “Mmmm.. you really need more money?”
“Well if we’re going to put in that tub and shower you want then yes.”
Natalia took up another wash cloth and began covering Olivia’s body in soap, “So if I can manage with the shower we have, we can stay in bed?”
Olivia smiled, “Don’t tempt me; I’m on the fence as it is.”
“Okay, I’ll be good.” Natalia took particular pleasure in lathering Olivia’s breasts.
“Oh you are good, that’s for sure.” Olivia closed her eyes against the sensation. “We’ll never get going if you keep that up.”
“Just helping you get clean.” Natalia innocently responded in a sing-song voice.
“Uh huh.” Olivia continued to wash Natalia, and fought the urge to take her to bed once again. “Okay, I’m being good, I’m being good, I’m being good…”
Natalia laughed evilly and she reached down to wash between Olivia’s legs.
Olivia’s eyes immediately shut tight, “Oh God.”
Her hips started to move as the slow build began once more.
Natalia couldn’t keep her hands off Olivia. She had been abstinent for most of her adult life. After she had Rafe there had been nobody until she found Nicky again, she never thought much about sex, there was always too much to do and she was always too tired between raising a diabetic son on her own and always having more than one job to make ends meet. She liked sex, her short experience with Nicky had proven that, and now it seemed Olivia would be the benefactor of her many years of pent up desire.
Olivia opened her mouth to speak and Natalia immediately quieted her with her own in the form of a sensual kiss.
Olivia seemed to understand, Natalia wasn’t teasing or playing, she truly needed to touch and make love to her. So letting go of her reservations Olivia allowed herself to be taken once more.
This time Natalia never removed her mouth from Olivia’s. She swallowed Olivia’s moans and cries as she teased and rubbed the older woman’s clit until the orgasm ripped through her. Natalia held the slick body against her own as Olivia’s spasms eased; she whispered words of love and comfort while her breathing slowed to normal.
“You okay?” Natalia asked as soon as Olivia had regained her composure. “I didn’t mean… I hadn’t intended. I know we have to go.”
“Please, there is no need to apologize.” Olivia smiled and kissed Natalia’s cheek. “Believe me. Thank you so much.”
Natalia couldn’t express her feelings verbally, she couldn’t tell Olivia how much she truly meant or that she wanted to touch her constantly for fear she might just disappear. She simply hoped Olivia could understand and accept her need for contact. “I guess now that I’ve got you, I just want you. I don’t know how to explain it really.”
Olivia took each side of Natalia’s face in her hands and looked deeply into her eyes, “It’s called desire and I love that you want me.” But it was more than that and they both knew it. In the time these women had known each other they both had come so close to death. They would always share the fear either one could be gone in a heartbeat but neither dared voice it.
The water instantly turned cold, the reserves of hot water now spent, they quickly rinsed off and stepped from the shower then dried each other off while teasing and laughing about buying a larger hot water tank to fill their future Jacuzzi.
“Ya know,” Olivia started as they moved to the bedroom to get dressed for work, “we could just get a hot tub for outside. That way we don’t have to convert an entire room.”
“Seriously?” Natalia asked hopefully.
“Well why not?” Olivia dropped her towel and opened her closet, “We could build a little deck outside and put in a hot tub. I think I need to make a call...”
“Would we like go in… naked?”
“We live in the country Natalia, who’s going to see?” Olivia pulled out a suit and started to dress, while her imagination raced through all of the possibilities.
*** To Be Continued ***