I'm so cold. Ya know what I mean? Nothing to do with the temperature outside, but I can't stop from feeling physically cold and shaking from memories and the sense of loss. It's been 4.5 years and it's almost just as fresh as if it happened yesterday. I don't know how... or what to do... or for how much longer I can... It's like living in hell. My
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I've gotten about 10 calls today. Anyone checking on me? Sure... they wanted me to pick up the niece and nephew from school today (and probably tomorrow). I didn't answer the house phone or my cell phone even once. I only know that the niece and nephew needed picking up is because my nephew called me from his phone. I feel badly for my niece and
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My parents are gone this weekend. 1 week. I'll be gone the next weekend. 2 weeks. Then I'll be able to go to Houston. 3 weeks.
I broke the news to him tonight. He was oddly... upset by the news. He wants to come down here this weekend. I know if I do that my sister will come over. She's got a 6th sense. Evil!!! I very tempted to have him come down
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Now I'm whiny, too. And resistant to class work. It's circling the drain, people! I feel the need to break things. But I don't really have anything to break. I could break my parent's stuff, which would serve them right for doing this to me.EVIL!