Why? Because I can and I want to. Plus, it's better than thinking of sad, scary, angsty things as they pertain to my life.

So, how big of a Star Wars nerd are you? Well, I'm more of a Star Trek nerd myself, but I know... far too much about Star Wars, too.
( Come Down The Rabbit Hole With Me )

Now, I've made no secret about the fact that I have a mental illness. It's something I deal with every day and I've talked about before. I've talked about how because the majority of people act a certain way then it is considered "normal" and becomes the "social norm." Anything different is deviant and not always accepted. Let's explore the concept ( Read more... )

Oh, so there a few topics tonight. As you should know by now, I'm awake at night and asleep during the day. I'm fine and nothing horrible has happened to me or is an issue, really. But I have found something interesting. One is an observation on TV scheduling and another is an observation of the combined theories from an episode of a TV show. On, ( Read more... )

Yeah, I've been all silent for a while now. I've been busy and all sorts of abnormal and shit. Longness to come... get a cup of tea or coffee.
( Cut For Possible Triggers From Abuse And Ranting )

So, the details of my life before I was 18 (other than when I was 14) is mostly a mystery to all of you. You may know little bits of stuff but I'm doing a whole house cleaning thing with my life. The things I felt and did and why. This'll probably be a series of posts. There's too much to write in one post and I'm sure I'll run out of emotional ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in a while and that's mostly been because of Seasonal Affect. It's sapped my energy and my desire to do much. I'll just do bullet points ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to express how powerful and intense and overwhelming my emotions were this morning. I know that's not possible. I'm going to try to explain it but I feel like I will fail to make you understand and that is comforting. I write it out and I'll understand because I am reliving, in a dull fashion, the emotions I felt this morning. I ( Read more... )

This is all I feel for First John. I dreamed about this and woke up to it continuing fully in my mind and every breath. It is just as strong now that I'm awake as it was when I was dreaming about it before I woke up with it ( Read more... )

...a lot of different things ( Read more... )

"Justin!" you say. "You went back to bed and fell asleep about 5 AM and it's 7:30 AM. What are you doing up and awake? You should be tired!"
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