So, the details of my life before I was 18 (other than when I was 14) is mostly a mystery to all of you. You may know little bits of stuff but I'm doing a whole house cleaning thing with my life. The things I felt and did and why. This'll probably be a series of posts. There's too much to write in one post and I'm sure I'll run out of emotional ( Read more... )

"Justin!" you say. "You went back to bed and fell asleep about 5 AM and it's 7:30 AM. What are you doing up and awake? You should be tired!"
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It's 4 AM and you may ask yourself, "Justin, why by all that is fattening and unholy are you awake at 4 AM!?" That's an excellent question ( Read more... )

Well, not so much "oops" as "DAMN!" No man has ever been able to be so in tune with my body. Other than F&S Johns, of course. It is too bad he's not kinky. But in the interim he's a nice person to have around. I'm not looking for anything permanent. Neither is he. We both just want to have fun with whatever this is. Which is just enjoying each ( Read more... )

He has been fed, spanked, fucked, showered, diapered... wait, not that one... fine for some but not something I think I'm into... but one never knows, and he's in bed ( Read more... )

Last night went fine. He didn't want to get off. I know! Shocked me, too. But I got him to talking some. He said that he liked it but on a different level. He said that he could feel my frustration and wanted to know if that was weird. I told him that some people do and some people don't. Neither is the right or wrong way to feel. He didn't ( Read more... )

Last night was very nice. He arrived home and we just stared at each other, about 5 feet apart. I'm not sure who shed the first tear but we both started crying. Then came the safe and comforting holding. We cried for a good little while. Both of us noted that we wished this wasn't the last time we'd see each other. After we separated, he grabbed my ( Read more... )

So we all know that Dmitri and I are splitting up over reasons other than a lack of passion, caring, commitment, etc. Last night he came down here and got a suite at a chain hotel on the outskirts of town and called me to come over. So guess what I did last night! Yeah... that. Well, we didn't quite last 2 weeks but 1.5 weeks isn't bad! Not given ( Read more... )

I was so worked up yesterday, sexually speaking. Dmitri was out of character and texting me from from work. He ignores his phone when he's at work, except to call and tell me that he'll be at the condo later than he thought. So very out of character. Had me humping air. I was talking to Brigette-Michelle (she's gonna hate that I used her proper ( Read more... )

See, I'm horny. Like really horny. If someone says a word with a hard E in it and I start humping air. But here's the thing. I know it has nothing to do with sex. Well, not really. It has to do with missing that level of intimacy. I've been through this more than once when going through a breakup. It's difficult. It'd probably help if I had some ( Read more... )