The Morning After
Last night went fine. He didn't want to get off. I know! Shocked me, too. But I got him to talking some. He said that he liked it but on a different level. He said that he could feel my frustration and wanted to know if that was weird. I told him that some people do and some people don't. Neither is the right or wrong way to feel. He didn't remember crying out for me to stop. He said he went to a peaceful place where the world just seemed to recede from him and that is was strange but good. Then he asked if we could go to sleep. So I pull his head onto my chest and gave him kiss on the top of the head.
Of course, this morning was a different story. I woke up to a pleasant mouth. Then a pleasant ride. (I'm a horse, did you know that? News to me.) Much more vocal this morning. And bouncy but somewhat subdued. Lots of smiles and quick moving but isn't saying much and is very attentive. He's sleeping after I soothed him back to sleep after coffee and a shower. Grandma's out doing her laundry. All is well. He looks so peaceful. Smiling and all in his sleep. I think he's waking up because he'll reach out to me and I have to take his hand for him to settle back down. After about 5-10 minutes I am able extricate myself from his grasp.
We've had a full day of dodging people and naughty fun. I'll go into it later.
Contrary to how many books put it, we're not all perfect and well hung and smarter than average. Well, I am, but that's a whole different story. ;-p
Of course, this morning was a different story. I woke up to a pleasant mouth. Then a pleasant ride. (I'm a horse, did you know that? News to me.) Much more vocal this morning. And bouncy but somewhat subdued. Lots of smiles and quick moving but isn't saying much and is very attentive. He's sleeping after I soothed him back to sleep after coffee and a shower. Grandma's out doing her laundry. All is well. He looks so peaceful. Smiling and all in his sleep. I think he's waking up because he'll reach out to me and I have to take his hand for him to settle back down. After about 5-10 minutes I am able extricate myself from his grasp.
We've had a full day of dodging people and naughty fun. I'll go into it later.
Contrary to how many books put it, we're not all perfect and well hung and smarter than average. Well, I am, but that's a whole different story. ;-p