So another kid (12 years old) killed himself today because of bullying. He was bullied because was a cheerleader. Bullied to death.

We need more straight allies like him.

Actually we need this to end altogether.

Since the beginning of the year, I've been awake during the late evening through early morning hours. This has left me with a lot of contemplative time. In fact, I did a kind of therapy technique. I altered it from it's original design and purpose to fit my needs. I've been using it for a while now and it's had an interesting effect.
( Join Me Down The Rabbit Hole! )

So, the details of my life before I was 18 (other than when I was 14) is mostly a mystery to all of you. You may know little bits of stuff but I'm doing a whole house cleaning thing with my life. The things I felt and did and why. This'll probably be a series of posts. There's too much to write in one post and I'm sure I'll run out of emotional ( Read more... )

So, no post about the weekend. Simple reason. I broke things off with Dmitri.
( Explained )

I've been tearing up off and on now for a good part of the afternoon and evening. Driving Miss Daisy was on today on one of the premium channels they randomly give you on satellite TV to try to get you to buy the channel for a little extra. I was watching it with Mom and it got towards the end. I won't go into all the detail it took to get to the ( Read more... )

Last night was very nice. He arrived home and we just stared at each other, about 5 feet apart. I'm not sure who shed the first tear but we both started crying. Then came the safe and comforting holding. We cried for a good little while. Both of us noted that we wished this wasn't the last time we'd see each other. After we separated, he grabbed my ( Read more... )

Things will move more rapidly, now. I'll only pick up on the high points. All in agreement? Good.
( Cut For Possible WTFCs )

This is the follow-up to missingkeys question about the trust involved from the perspective of a Dom/me. This is will be about the trust involve from the perspective of a sub.
( Cut For Possible WTFCs )

I have a special request from missingkeys to know about the trust involved from the perspective of the Dom/me. So I guess I'll do that.
( Cut For Possible WTFCs )