My parents are gone this weekend. 1 week. I'll be gone the next weekend. 2 weeks. Then I'll be able to go to Houston. 3 weeks.

I broke the news to him tonight. He was oddly... upset by the news. He wants to come down here this weekend. I know if I do that my sister will come over. She's got a 6th sense. Evil!!! I very tempted to have him come down ( Read more... )

My manners are still intact. Which is a good thing ( Read more... )

So I've spent the last two weekends with Dmitri. There was the usual. All good things, don't get me wrong... it's just "the usual." I'm starting to feel restless. The Seasonal Affect is lifting and I want more than kid gloves. It's time for Dmitri to take them off. They were necessary but not anymore. He'll read this and hopefully actually ( Read more... )

Well, I've been fighting with my psychiatrist who refused to write a months worth of meds for me because I got the time wrong on my last appointment. I was 30 minutes late. So I couldn't get in to see her. I tried for 3 weeks to get the nurse to get the script faxed into the drug store but she didn't do it. I went up there and talked to my case ( Read more... )

I've been pretty quiet lately. Many reasons, none of which I care to go into because writing and thinking about them will just send me into a spiral. 2 issues, 1 stupid thing done and several large portions of general anxiety. I'm taking more Klonopin than I'm suppose to. It's been keeping me from losing it and needing some 'time away' in the place ( Read more... )

"Why is this, Justin?" you might ask. Depression. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to do anything but have dreamless sleep. Even my dreams have turned against me. They treat me badly. They call me names, stop me from doing what I want to do, and even (in one case) stabbed me in ( Read more... )

As I sit here and ponder "why" (just a general why of things) I find myself drawn to my lack of a significant other. Some find someone early on and have them for their entire lives... or until one of them has a midlife crisis and goes to the Hair Club For Men and it's found out that he's keeping some little twink on the side. I look back over the ( Read more... )

I have registered for classes. I got the 3 online classes that I wanted. The other two have to be done in person (Weight Training and Chemistry with Lab). Weight Training MWF at 11:00-11:50 and TR 12:00-13:15 with Lab on T from 13:30-3:10. I got Business Principles, Music Appreciation, and Government II online. I would have had to have gone to ( Read more... )