4 Days & 1 Month
Two separate events.
In 4 days it will be the 3 year anniversary of Second John's death. My stomach is already in knots just knowing how close it is. I plan on visiting his grave, as per usual. Otherwise, I'll be skulking around online or in bed. Either way, I'll probably be crying. Maybe not. I've come a long way in my grieving. I might cry at his grave this year. We'll see when we get there.
In 1 month it will be my birthday, according to the Western calendar. I'll be 32 years old. I also have an appointment with my psychiatrist on that day.
I already want to crawl into bed and hide. Wake up in a week. Sounds good to me. He was so unique and we fit so well together. How do you ever get past that? A day at a time and with a lot of tears, I guess.
In 4 days it will be the 3 year anniversary of Second John's death. My stomach is already in knots just knowing how close it is. I plan on visiting his grave, as per usual. Otherwise, I'll be skulking around online or in bed. Either way, I'll probably be crying. Maybe not. I've come a long way in my grieving. I might cry at his grave this year. We'll see when we get there.
In 1 month it will be my birthday, according to the Western calendar. I'll be 32 years old. I also have an appointment with my psychiatrist on that day.
I already want to crawl into bed and hide. Wake up in a week. Sounds good to me. He was so unique and we fit so well together. How do you ever get past that? A day at a time and with a lot of tears, I guess.