Dave is out picking up a friend/ex-sexual partner from work because she's having a hard time apparently. He dropped me off home after work. He's always so there for his friends, sometimes to an annoying extent, like that time he had that 17 year old chick sleep over because she had no where to go, back when I was living in Tamworth. It was nice ( Read more... )

I am finally back on the happy end of the mood spectrum, and it's a nice feeling. These days dont' come around nearly as often as they ought. It used to be that if I wasn't happy (which was never, by the way), then I was awfully depressed and all I wanted to do was isolate and hurt. Now when I'm not happy I'm angry and frustrated, and I want to ( Read more... )

Thanks to x.Snafu.x, simply.human, caramelchicken, atypyc, remy's, kittenCorn, Edana, not_enough, sErVe tHe Eg0!~, ( Read more... )

As far as I know my online friend is alright. It got to the stage where I couldn't really handle thinking about her doing it and trying to talk her out of it because it was taking a toll on me, and then a second online friend starting saying how she was going to end it. I just couldn't cope. I was so worried and frazzled and just getting really ( Read more... )

1. I officially changed my last name so that I didn't have to be reminded of a family that didn't care about me ( Read more... )

So today my tiredness got out of control. Or should I say last night? I don't really know. I went to bed at about 8:30pm, which I only ever do when I have to start work at 4:30am. I didn't have to start work until 7:30am this morning, so my alarm was set for 6:30am. Mark's alarm was set for 5:30am, so he could start work at 6:30am. I remember ( Read more... )

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I'm indifferent about today. I'm not too tired, but no where near awake. I've got enough motivation to mean that I won't be sitting around all day, but I have no direction. There are too many things that I either want to do or that need doing. I can't figure out what I feel like doing. Today is going to be a slow day.

Last night I dreamt that Mark ( Read more... )

I don't know where to start again with this. Chronological order doesn't sound logical right now. I could do in order of importance, but I know that I'd forget the old ones. Do I even need to go through them? I don't know. Where do I draw the line? I talked about Lyrah and falling out when we were fifteen, which was five years ago. Is that a good ( Read more... )

Today has been quite a day. I started off really negatively. I was originally going to write something else when I wrote my last entry, but decided that my efforts would be better if put into something worth reading, instead of just another complaint filled blog about how I feel like shit for no reason. I'd been planning to write that blog for a ( Read more... )