Period pain sucks ass. I think yesterday is the first day where I've gone home sick from work because of it. I do this to myself though, I probably should be more regular, but it's just so convenient. I think I'll give it a try though, once a month, like the normal ladies. Not to mention I'm probably doing any number of unknown nasties to my ( Read more... )

Louise was just here. Turns out she doesn't need my sociology book anyway because she's been perscribed a different one. The major topic in introductory sociology this semester appears to be crime, that's what her assessment is on anyway. She has like seven text books for her primary english teaching module, but they're all really cheap. The lucky ( Read more... )

I want to lose weight. And not in a "oh my god I'm so fat and ugly and no body will ever want to see me naked" type of way. I'm just so unfit, and my stomach is a little tiny bit pudgey, and I don't want it to be. I used to be fit. I used to be able to run around a soccer field and not die. I used to be able to hold my leg parallel from the floor ( Read more... )

I'm changing. I can feel it. But it's for the better. Definately for the better.

I'm sure that I'm beating this. I'm sure that I'm coming out the other side; that now I have been through the darkest part of the night and the sun is finally starting to rise. I feel way more confident. I know I can do this. And I know I can do it by myself from here ( Read more... )

Australia Day had the potential to be a failure, but Mark turned it around for me. One good thing about having him know that I'm so down is that now he can recognise it and help me out of it. Apparently we had all these plans, and we were supposedly going on a picnic lunch with my family, and then going to the pub's beach party with Azaria and a ( Read more... )

I was going to settle in for a big update but Alastair and Azaria are apparently coming over now, instead of in an hour or two. Ellie should be over at some point as well, and the rest of the guys will be over around 8pm I guess. We're not doing anything big, just hanging out and drinking and going out to enjoy the festivities later. I'm not sure ( Read more... )

I'm back into that mood that I was complaining about losing yesterday. Ok well not really. At work yesterday I had a train of thought, but by the time I finished work and came home and relaxed I wasn't really thinking along those same lines. Now I can again, but it's worse than that as well. I'm so tired. I can't believe that I had at least eight ( Read more... )

I've been slack, I know. But I've also been busy. And tired, as usual. Wednesday was a busy day. I went to work, and then ran out of work fifteen minutes early so that I could walk to the doctors. It's a half hour walk, which I don't mind, and I'm happy that Katie let me leave early because I don't think she was going to. I got my script for the ( Read more... )

Maybe it is my anti-depressants that are giving me headaches. I've had a few lately, and I hardly ever get any usually. They've been pretty bad too. What convinced me today was that I took two strong painkillers (usually one does enough for me) and my headache didn't budge. I don't know what to do about it though. Will getting a different brand of ( Read more... )

I'm having staying awake issues. I'm so damn tired. Not in the same way that the anti-depressants made me tired when I first started taking them though. Then I was tired all the time, I was never awake, always half asleep. I went to bed at 9pm and struggled to get out of bed at 9am when I didn't have to work. Now I'm awake all day, less tired but I ( Read more... )