I'm broken. This past week has taken me and torn me into little pieces and spat me out. I'm having trouble talking to people. I'm having trouble getting out of the house. I'll only do it if it's necessary. I'm having trouble controlling my thoughts. I am fine when Mark is here, but I instantly got butterflies in my stomach when he got up to go to ( Read more... )

I feel weird right now. Really, really weird. Last night was huge. Last night was a complete jump over all the little steps I'd taken to get this far ahead. I'm not angry about it though. I knew it was going to happen at some stage. I expected it, but didn't, sort of. I'm not invincible right? No one is. There's always step backs, and now that I'm ( Read more... )

I'm in mass freak out mode caused by your computer telling you that you have like 300 things that are potentially wrong with your computer, and that porn sites are to blame. I just like to get off ok. But this sucks. Looks like it'll be bye-bye porn for me, unless anyone knows anywhere reliable and free? I think I should stop anyway. I'm way too ( Read more... )

Going to the laundromat was fun today. I've never done it before, and short of washing clothes in the laundry at a holiday park we've stayed at six times, I've never washed anywhere else except home. I got two of my quilts washed, but not the blanket. They had this huge washing machine, but it only fit two, and I wasn't paying another $15 for just ( Read more... )

Semester starts today. Lucky me also get my text books today. Five of them, all up, plus two CDs and a study guide. Blackboard for human biology was already online last week, but blackboard for social psych and stats came online today, and I've written down the suggested study guide for stats because I didn't get a booklet in the mail. I don't know ( Read more... )

I really do think it's terrible that pop singer Rihanna gets beat up by her boyfriend and fellow pop singer Chris Brown. What irritates me to no end about this situation is that it is so much worse because she's famous, and he's famous, and they can make a big deal out of it to sell magazines. The world, save for a select few, never really seems to ( Read more... )

Louise was just here. Turns out she doesn't need my sociology book anyway because she's been perscribed a different one. The major topic in introductory sociology this semester appears to be crime, that's what her assessment is on anyway. She has like seven text books for her primary english teaching module, but they're all really cheap. The lucky ( Read more... )

I dropped one of my anti-depressants when popping it out of the packet this morning. It went under the bed, and I wasn't bothered to look for it straight away. I did anyway, because I didn't want Tibbles accidentally swallowing it. I'm not sure what anti-depressants would do to a cat, but I'm not willing to find out just because I'm careless. I ( Read more... )

So today my tiredness got out of control. Or should I say last night? I don't really know. I went to bed at about 8:30pm, which I only ever do when I have to start work at 4:30am. I didn't have to start work until 7:30am this morning, so my alarm was set for 6:30am. Mark's alarm was set for 5:30am, so he could start work at 6:30am. I remember ( Read more... )

I don't feel like blogging tonight. Which doesn't really make much sense seeing as that's what I'm doing right now. But I'm writing now to let people know that I don't feel like blogging. It's a weird feeling, not needing to get everything out right now.

Just so everyone knows, I had an appointment with Eden today. My last, unfortunately, as she is ( Read more... )