Stats kicked my ass all day yesterday. I haven't done that much math since my last HSC exam back in 2006. It was so hard to get back into the math mindset. I managed though, but I've still got three chapters to do so that I'll be caught up, and it's starting to get hard now. I'm fine with the SPSS stuff cause it's all computer stuff, but doing ( Read more... )

My relationship has ended. It hurts, so much, and right now I don't have the tools to cope with that properly, but I am trying the best I can. It makes no sense, and I'm not going to try to figure it out just now. There are no words for any of this, but it has to go somewhere, so it will go here. Writing has always served me so well in the past, ( Read more... )

I sorted everything out. I got lots of warnings about doing it again and all that, but I'm me, and I have to do this. I have to make this work out because I need to believe that this can work. I told Azaria that this is only to be casual from now on. I asked her how much she liked him, and if she could do this first. She understands. Mark also ( Read more... )

So the story goes that I went to bed at 9:30pm, and Mark "went out" after that, and all I'm supposed to know is that he didn't come to bed until 2am. That's what Azaria will think I think anyway. I really do know that Mark went there, and I really do know that Azaria finally admitted that she probably would have sex with him. I know that that's why ( Read more... )

Going to the laundromat was fun today. I've never done it before, and short of washing clothes in the laundry at a holiday park we've stayed at six times, I've never washed anywhere else except home. I got two of my quilts washed, but not the blanket. They had this huge washing machine, but it only fit two, and I wasn't paying another $15 for just ( Read more... )

I am so sick of family drama. It's the silly season, being Christmas and all, and in actual fact, it being this time of year does make it worse, but it's this bad most of the time. No Mum, I don't give a shit about John. I say those things, like "I wouldn't put up with that shit" because I know you need to rant about it, but I don't listen. I just ( Read more... )

This is going to be a list of all the people I've ever named in this blog, just so that if someone wants to know something about someone they can come and read a little bio bit about them. And I guess I'm doing this for myself as well. In alphabetical order.

Edit 21/11/09: Since yesterday I started writing with real names I'll rewrite the list so ( Read more... )