Stats kicked my ass all day yesterday. I haven't done that much math since my last HSC exam back in 2006. It was so hard to get back into the math mindset. I managed though, but I've still got three chapters to do so that I'll be caught up, and it's starting to get hard now. I'm fine with the SPSS stuff cause it's all computer stuff, but doing ( Read more... )

I am so sick of family drama. It's the silly season, being Christmas and all, and in actual fact, it being this time of year does make it worse, but it's this bad most of the time. No Mum, I don't give a shit about John. I say those things, like "I wouldn't put up with that shit" because I know you need to rant about it, but I don't listen. I just ( Read more... )

This is going to be a list of all the people I've ever named in this blog, just so that if someone wants to know something about someone they can come and read a little bio bit about them. And I guess I'm doing this for myself as well. In alphabetical order.

Edit 21/11/09: Since yesterday I started writing with real names I'll rewrite the list so ( Read more... )

I don't really want to write, but there is nothing else. Out of all the things I could be doing, this is the one that I don't want to do the least. If that made sense. I feel like nothing, but I feel more like this than any of the other options. This is definately going to be a rant.

I am just so sick of all the shit. No, Mum, I don't give a flying ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really positive today. The outline of today's entry is as follows: talking about Eden and my appointment yesterday, probably with my thoughts about what she said (that'll be the most part I guess), and talking about work today, talking about seeing an uncle and having Miranda tell me that he's a stalker and rapist, and probably just ( Read more... )

So it's been a couple of hours, but I feel like I might be able to face social interaction again.

I don't know what went wrong. Work today was semi stressful, but I handled it and, for the most part, fixed things up, even though I wasn't fixing my mistakes, I was fixing the mistakes of others. Somewhere in between coming home from shopping and Mark ( Read more... )

So last night while I was doing my big three hour tell-him-everything-that's-happened talk with Mark I mentioned that Mum had said that John was doing drugs and that it was something I'd pretty much known he was doing for a while anyway. There were many drug references in late night arguments that we weren't supposed to hear when we were younger. I ( Read more... )

I think my good mood just went out the window. That's a bad thing. I've been in such a good mood all weekend. Maybe it's because I'm tired. I am on my thirteenth hour of being awake, and it's only 4pm. Well I guess I'll try to write this blog as I had intended to. Photos and all. I kind of feel like I've just lost all motivation to do things, and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bit of a weird day. Because of Friday night I woke up in an off mood. I was annoyed at Mark because he played Spore until 2am. He thought he was asleep when he came to bed but I had woken up because I was hot. He also starting texting when he came to bed and even though his phone was on silent I could still hear him pressing the ( Read more... )

I seriously think that today has been the best day I've had in a very long time. Last night wasn't too crash hot, but it wasn't bad. We had poker, and I let Mark have his friends over because I wanted to take photos for my class. I did take some photos, but it took me a while to work up the courage to actually do it (I'm having some issues of that ( Read more... )