Eden suggested cleaning out the closet. Going back over everything that has happened and rethinking it to figure out why it happened. Taking myself out of situations to realise what I was actually thinking, and what others were thinking that made them act how they acted, as well as why I acted the way I did. This is the one that I didn't really ( Read more... )

I'm back into that mood that I was complaining about losing yesterday. Ok well not really. At work yesterday I had a train of thought, but by the time I finished work and came home and relaxed I wasn't really thinking along those same lines. Now I can again, but it's worse than that as well. I'm so tired. I can't believe that I had at least eight ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really positive today. The outline of today's entry is as follows: talking about Eden and my appointment yesterday, probably with my thoughts about what she said (that'll be the most part I guess), and talking about work today, talking about seeing an uncle and having Miranda tell me that he's a stalker and rapist, and probably just ( Read more... )

I've been sick and lazy lately. This cold or whatever I have has gotten worse, and I dare say that today will be the worst of it. I've been doing alright on some cold and flu tablets, made up completely of herbs and natural stuff, but the ones I bought today seemed to do nothing. My head is all stuffy, I'm tired as, my  nose won't stop running, I'm ( Read more... )

Actually I am kind of bored, so I will write. I have been a bit lazy, but there isn't much time when you're working nine hours and going to bed at 9pm. I'm hoping for a little later tonight, because I don't need to wake up early tomorrow morning.

My hour with Eden was good. I walked over in the pouring rain, and if I wasn't in such a hurry it would ( Read more... )

I don't really have the motivation to write, but I said I would after my first counselling appointment. I left way too early and ended up walking around the streets up there passing time, but I didn't really know how long it would take to get there because I didn't really know where it was. It was raining for most of the way there, which was ( Read more... )