Dave is out picking up a friend/ex-sexual partner from work because she's having a hard time apparently. He dropped me off home after work. He's always so there for his friends, sometimes to an annoying extent, like that time he had that 17 year old chick sleep over because she had no where to go, back when I was living in Tamworth. It was nice ( Read more... )

Period pain sucks ass. I think yesterday is the first day where I've gone home sick from work because of it. I do this to myself though, I probably should be more regular, but it's just so convenient. I think I'll give it a try though, once a month, like the normal ladies. Not to mention I'm probably doing any number of unknown nasties to my ( Read more... )

Stats kicked my ass all day yesterday. I haven't done that much math since my last HSC exam back in 2006. It was so hard to get back into the math mindset. I managed though, but I've still got three chapters to do so that I'll be caught up, and it's starting to get hard now. I'm fine with the SPSS stuff cause it's all computer stuff, but doing ( Read more... )

So apparently people that work with Mark and Azaria read this. Well hello, welcome to my personal life. You could all use this against me, but that would be kind of slack. Feel free to take a browse. Some of you might even get mentioned, but don't bet on figuring out much about who everyone is. I don't often talk about people other than Mark, Ally ( Read more... )

   "half of what you wrote is a lie. and yes, i am sorry. and were not getting councilled becase i spoke to the store manager and explained to him what had happened. mark wont get councilled because you are right, he did nothing, everyone from big w who witnessed your little outburst on rose on sunady can tel you that rose didnt get into into ( Read more... )

So much for just pretending that none of this crap with Azaria and Rose ever happened. This should be it now. This should be the end of it.

Azaria just texted me. I deleted her off my Facebook, but I have seen her latest status courtesy of Mark's homepage. I also deleted Rose. I was sick of seeing what they were directing at me. Anyway, so this ( Read more... )

Moving is out of the question. Right now anyway. I have no licence. We both have steady jobs that we enjoy to a degree. We can't really afford it. We still have six months on this lease. Mark doesn't want to move, but he said maybe one day. We both have friends and family here, but right now most of my friends don't really feel like friends. The ( Read more... )

It's going to take a while for things to go back to resembling anything close to normal. Today has been hard. Yesterday was great. Yesterday it was just us and waiting to tell everyone that we were back together and sex, lots of sex. Today, Mark went back to work and I had another confrontation with Azaria. She keeps writing these angsty Facebook ( Read more... )

Mark had Azaria here last night. Her and Rose stayed here. It was when he woke up next to her and realised that it wasn't me that he knew he'd made the biggest mistake. While this was happening I was crying my heart out at Jason's, and then I decided that I wanted to come home, and shower in my shower. I also wanted to put myself out there and ask ( Read more... )

All it took was one sentence. "I made a huge mistake". I know it was late. I know that he still hurt me more than I have ever been hurt before. I know everyone is going to tell me not to take him back. I did. I wanted to. I love him. We are going to be happy. I wasn't ready to give him up yet. Right now I am sitting on the lounge, waiting for ( Read more... )