shoutout
So apparently people that work with Mark and Azaria read this. Well hello, welcome to my personal life. You could all use this against me, but that would be kind of slack. Feel free to take a browse. Some of you might even get mentioned, but don't bet on figuring out much about who everyone is. I don't often talk about people other than Mark, Ally, Drena and whoever I am close friends or fighting with at the time. Read this in the knowledge that I am brave enough to put my heart and soul out to the world and risk exactly what has happened, someone betraying that. Know that I post here to get away from whatever I am posting about. This is my refuge, and now it has been violated. Know also, that if I wanted any of you to actually know any of this I would tell you. This is the place where I come to talk about my innermost feelings. Some people turn to drugs, or alcohol, or sex even. Some people paint, or write music, or play the drums. Some people write in a private diary, but I choose to write out in the open. Some people even find it worth reading. Those people are the reason I write here. I know that they won't take this and try to throw it back in my face. And yes, I am comfortable with everything I write, despite not wanting to make it public knowledge. Everyone wants to keep their secrets as personal as they can. Everyone has things that they don't want everyone to know. Know that I use fake names, so there is no reason for anyone to be paranoid about anyone finding out who anyone is. I do that for the benefit of the people I talk about. Even if I hate or dislike them, I still do not mention their names. Know that nothing I have said here is a lie. How can a feeling be a lie? Know that I post completely uninhibited, and about whatever is on my mind. Know that I could change the settings so that no one could read this, but I won't.