Moving is out of the question. Right now anyway. I have no licence. We both have steady jobs that we enjoy to a degree. We can't really afford it. We still have six months on this lease. Mark doesn't want to move, but he said maybe one day. We both have friends and family here, but right now most of my friends don't really feel like friends. The ( Read more... )

I know I'm down a lot, but when I'm up, really up, then it takes a lot to bring me down. But somehow, someone always finds a way. I know that's not true, because technically I let whatever it is get to me, but what goes up must come down. It's the law of gravity, and I'm sure gravity works on moods as well. For me, anyway. It's much easier and more ( Read more... )

Ok so it seems like I didn't do an official resolutions post in January. I talked about it, but didn't because I was drama-ing with Melissa and Mark and I don't know what else. I'm sure I wrote a list in a notebook, but my bookshelf has about twenty notebooks on it, and I don't feel like going through them. Actually, I just looked through one ( Read more... )

I am down again. Horribly down. I don't know why, although there are a few things that it could be.

Yesterday had the potential to be dangerous, but thankfully things got sorted out. It wasn't even big, just that I'd made a mistake that I shouldn't have made. Some chick came in over the weekend and wanted a refund on an internet prepaid voucher. We' ( Read more... )

Today I wrote myself out a big list of things that I have to do. It's pretty comprehensive, but I doubt that it's finished.l It's a page from a notebook that I write in, I think it's A5 sized, and I've nearly filled up both sides of this page. And that's just of normal things to do. I have a list a page long for uni. It's scary to look at, but I ( Read more... )

We drew soccer, which is pretty good. It was an alright game, but at least we didn't lose, even though it's not about the losing.

I've acquired a cough, and a very, very sore throat. I don't know where I got it off, as everyone I know has been sick with different things, and I haven't heard anyone complaining of a sore throat. Mum said that both ( Read more... )

Opendiary is down. I'm so lost without it. Hopefully it'll be back up soon.

I failed my driving test. Again. The third time was not the charm. I was devastated, even more so than last time. I did everything right, I was cautious, I was careful. I was hell nervous and shit scared. I had to turn at that intersection, and I waited until I absolutely ( Read more... )

 
I just went for a drive. I did pretty good actually. I was really worried before I went, so much so that my stomach was in knots and I was really dreading it. I messaged my uncle hoping that he would reply and say he was busy and couldn't take me. You're probably wondering why I messaged him in the first place; well simply because I need to learn ( Read more... )

 
I failed my driving test, again. It's not really much to get so upset over, but I do really just feel like a pathetic person at the moment. And don't anyone dare say that there are people worse off than me and with real problems because I know that. This is my place to vent and I feel like shit at the moment. I should have passed. I should have ( Read more... )

So I failed. Big deal. I knew I was going to. It doesn't really bother me all that much. I completely screwed my parallel park, but that wasn't why I failed. The reason; frequently not making required observation checks. As in I don't check my blind spots. Well I do, of course, I just don't make a big show of it because I look in all the mirrors ( Read more... )