It's been a hell of past couple of months: Things were rocky between Aaron and I and only became figured out a few days ago, wedding planning has been madness, my work is saddling me with an insane amount of tasks but wants to promote me, Zinky passed away...

Tomorrow night is my rehearsal dinner, and Saturday is the wedding. I can't even believe ( Read more... )

Holy fucking shit. Anetta is flying me out to New York from the 8th-13th. I can't even believe this. She misses me and wants me to sit out on her patio with her and drink wine. Me. She misses me and so is going to fly me out and now I can go to a day of my intensive. She misses me. Someone misses me this much. I'm overwhelmed and happy and on the ( Read more... )

It feels like the world is exploding. So many of my friends are dealing with big issues - some are dealing with major, major tragedies ( Read more... )

I'm going to try and break up with Doron tonight. So heartbreaking. He's just not an adult and doesn't know how to be one and doesn't seem to be trying to become one. It sucks so, so much ( Read more... )

Yeah, the only way I can describe it is hormones because Doron and I were completely lovey-dovey two days ago, and he's done nothing wrong. I'm trying to hide it, but I'm way less loving than I was then. Everything is driving me nuts. Hopefully I snap out of it soon. Stupid, stupid hormones ( Read more... )

I'm a little terrified right now. It's my experience that happiness in life comes in waves. I'm riding the upward wave, and it's terrifying me. Work is going well and my social life is thriving. I feel confident in myself; I am working out six days a week and my skin is looking pretty good. I keep making new friends, and my current friends and I ( Read more... )

Well, it's been an extremely fucking crazy week. I'm not really sure where to begin, so I'll just make a list ( Read more... )

Dear Murray ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm tired, but I thought I should document a few things, perhaps in bullet points, to make this go faster ( Read more... )

I slept through the night for the first time in months. I've been meditating and doing yoga, both of which have seemed to really help me get a grip on myself ( Read more... )