It feels like the world is exploding. So many of my friends are dealing with big issues - some are dealing with major, major tragedies
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Well, I have to say that I've never gotten so many looks, so much attention from men, as now, when i'm not at my smallest, but when I'm happier. I don't know why. Maybe I just have a different vibe about myself now or something
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It's 1:30 in the morning. I just left Adrian at "The Output" on Wythe and 12th street. Actually, he left me. He told me we would have so much fun, as it's a dance club. His "best friend" (everyone's his best friend if they've known him a few years or are well-known enough) has a record label and was doing something at the club tonight, so we got in
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Just got a legal notice from Park Slope Medical, for never paying the bill from my hospital visit last year. $625. I'm feeling sick and broke. In that order. Things were alright before this, though the door to our apartment building's lock was off when I came home this morning. Like, just missing. A hole where the lock used to be. And right before
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I'm stuck at work. I'm not at work right now-I'm at home because I'm sick. But I feel stuck. Adrian's an asshole. Ruby is too ambitious to be trustworthy. Jorge is selfish. Adrian is the biggest misogynistic prick I've met, to date
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I've been feeling incredibly testy these past couple of days, and I think it's because of my imminent period. Also, the drama at work is killing me. Adrian is off the wall. He's taking these anti-anxiety meds or painkillers - I'm not really sure what it is, because John said an anti-anxiety med probably wouldn't make someone act like he's acting.
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I have the best boyfriend ever! He called me at 7:15 this morning when he got my text messages, and he made everything better. I'm so excited to be moving in with him, and to be happy and in love and spending the spring together. Jorge and Adrian don't mean a thing to me, anyway, and Jorge is/was the bro-iest of bros.
I want John to come back to me. I'm so sad about everything. It's weird, but I think I understand so much of him now that I didn't before. It's weird how much every freaking Aries person is so similar to him. Until I started noticing these similarities, I hardly gave a thought to astrology. Why do I have so many Aries people around me
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There's nothing so frustrating in the world as pouring your heart out to someone and realizing they're only half-listening. I forgot what that felt like. Thank God I discovered it again when writing my goodbye letter to John. Yay for one-line stock responses from him. It wouldn't hurt if I didn't love him. Isn't that weird? It just wouldn't fucking
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