I'm a little terrified right now. It's my experience that happiness in life comes in waves. I'm riding the upward wave, and it's terrifying me. Work is going well and my social life is thriving. I feel confident in myself; I am working out six days a week and my skin is looking pretty good. I keep making new friends, and my current friends and I ( Read more... )

I'm sad. For the first time since I last spoke to John, I'm crying. I hate this. Everything seems so uncertain today, and I feel so ugly and pathetic. My face looks bad and I don't know why it does. I've been all off sugars and carbs (except the alcohol), and I had a peel not too long ago. Maybe my face is supposed to break out after a peel...I ( Read more... )