i went to karaoke with hide on friday. to my BIG surprise aneta, my old classmate from my (2nd) high school was there. gosh, the world is a small place indeed. there were also two lesbians hide has met online. to be honest, i usually meet lesbians that are more mature or, at least, look older. since it was a karaoke it was hard to talk, there was ( Read more... )

loving this world like a curse. from "angel sanctuary. too true.
but is it the world that resembles a curse or is it the action of loving" that's like it? i think i prefer the latter. because, like a curse, we can't get rid of this feeling and we'll continue to love this which slowly eats and destroys us.went out with hide yesterday. seriously, it' ( Read more... )

dad found young pigeon that didn't learn to fly yet. he took it out of pavement to small "park" in front of our building and came home to tell me about it. i yelled at him to drop him off somewhere where there are no cars. he was already walking towards the street. dad rushed off but was too late. he couldn't run away, he couldn't fly. if only dad ( Read more... )

1; today i've learnt what NEET stands for. it's not an entirely fruitless day \o

2; translations, how much should i ask for? i haven't checked beforehand and yesterday my student... paid me 100 PLN. i thought we'd fight, lol. first: i did like three pages A4; second: i know NOTHING about aviation and i possess no knowledge related to the topic - ( Read more... )

i've always been jealous for my friends: they have pals to hang out with, they love and are loved, they're liked and not as screwed up as me. but at the same time i've always truly wished for them to be happy, i wanted them to find happiness, it was sincere feeling. somewhere, under all jealousy, i felt that they should be at least the only ones to ( Read more... )

i... want to socialise more. i want to try and talk with people through internet. with my uni friends i gave up, i'll never lick anyone's ass for attention. but.. i want to break the shield and try some forums, gg, msn, skype... but... i find it extremely difficult for some reason ( Read more... )

the world is full of fucking hypocrites. IT PISSES ME OFF TO THE POINT I WANT TO SCREAM. there are many reasons for being vegetarian; because you don't like meat, because you can't eat meat, because you feel eating meat is wrong. first two have nothing to do with ideological background of being vege, they might hate animals and wish them all dead, ( Read more... )

can't wait. just 3 days and i'll be on 2 weeks break!!! omg, JUST THREE DAYS. small grammar exam from adverbial clauses (srsly, it's a lot of shit but then it comes handy nonetheless so i'm paying attention, lol) tomorrow and.... I WON'T HAVE TO STUDY ANYTHING IN 2008 ANYMORE!!! not like i study anyway... i think my uni and my major is the only one ( Read more... )

i'm not as drawn to the computer as i was 1,5 month ago. since the girls came i prefer sitting with them in the living room, doing nothing, getting bored, etc. yaoi isn't as appealing as it was, i don't feel like watching anime or reading mangas... all i miss is being an editor for loveless. i REALLY want to go back to it sometime but it's very ( Read more... )

broken friendships hurt. seriously. i had an serious yet trivial argument with brydzia while the both of us were drunk and now she doesn't talk to either me or girls. just like that, after years of knowing eachother. it hurts. and today she called me by mistake. i need to admit i had slight hope... for something, not sure what. relationships with ( Read more... )