nakama is a scanlation group translating yaoi mangas and it’s been running for OVER 10 YEARS. i was there watching it being formed. jesus christ, ten fucking years. a decade ( Read more... )

sih closed ( Read more... )

i am hurt how polly and hide hang out together all the time and never with me. i've never been really invited to anyone's place. just to guś'. then again, whenever we're out i always run out of money but either hide or polly pays for me. i feel bad about this, like a kept girl, yet fond because they care enough to spend money on me. and the third ( Read more... )

i wonder what my old and lost fandom friends are doing. it's been years. ecla, mommy, luxie, loki, kaini, eri. i wonder how their lives went, if they're accomplished. i hope they're happy. i hate internet friendships. when you lose them it hurts more than losing rl ones, for some reasons. maybe because there's basically no way for me to find out ( Read more... )

days until GLEE is back from summer's hiatus: 9 UNDER FUCKING TEN!!!! SINGLE DIGITS!!!!!!!! SOMEBODY HOLD ME.

when i listen to queen i get so emotional. crying. white lake (when i spent so many days, months, i used to go there during summer with family - then friend - since i was three year old), memories. past. my childhood. wooden cabin, ( Read more... )

days until GLEE is back from summer's hiatus: 72went out together only to ( Read more... )

days left until kurt is back at mckinley and he sings "born this way": 2
until glee's prom and kurt in kilt: 16so i went out with my girls. nothing much, just getting together after months of not seeing and talking to each other. it's strange to see how much we've grown. we talk about adult things, about job, thesis, money, renting a flat, ( Read more... )

days left until kurt is back at mckinley and he sings "born this way": 5
until glee's prom and kurt in kilt: 19trying to organise things i use to organise my life and i'm lost at the beginning ( Read more... )

days left until next glee: 2 until glee's prom: 23

she keeps coming back for a moment, i'm happy, she goes away, i'm lonely and lost again. and it happens, full circle. i get attached to people too easily. it takes time but when i open myself, when i start to care i really do. and i expect that it's mutual. that if i want to talk/text everyday ( Read more... )

one of my closest and most cherished friendships is coming to an end. on the other side's part. well, i guess just because you've been talking/texting daily for nine years doesn't mean it'll go on forever ( Read more... )