[people? real?]
days left until next glee: 2 until glee's prom: 23
she keeps coming back for a moment, i'm happy, she goes away, i'm lonely and lost again. and it happens, full circle. i get attached to people too easily. it takes time but when i open myself, when i start to care i really do. and i expect that it's mutual. that if i want to talk/text everyday then they want as well. and then i get hurt because it's not that easy. just because i consider them a friend, best friend a lover doesn't mean it's reciprocated.
and usually it isn't.
so i'm trying to fight it. wrote three lines to her in a few days. no texts. if she wants to tal, she knows i'm here.
i need to stop caring.
it's surprisingly easy to not care, to talk with them as if i don't give a damn. i think i don't.
she keeps coming back for a moment, i'm happy, she goes away, i'm lonely and lost again. and it happens, full circle. i get attached to people too easily. it takes time but when i open myself, when i start to care i really do. and i expect that it's mutual. that if i want to talk/text everyday then they want as well. and then i get hurt because it's not that easy. just because i consider them a friend, best friend a lover doesn't mean it's reciprocated.
and usually it isn't.
so i'm trying to fight it. wrote three lines to her in a few days. no texts. if she wants to tal, she knows i'm here.
i need to stop caring.
it's surprisingly easy to not care, to talk with them as if i don't give a damn. i think i don't.