days until GLEE is back from summer's hiatus: 9 UNDER FUCKING TEN!!!! SINGLE DIGITS!!!!!!!! SOMEBODY HOLD ME.

when i listen to queen i get so emotional. crying. white lake (when i spent so many days, months, i used to go there during summer with family - then friend - since i was three year old), memories. past. my childhood. wooden cabin, ( Read more... )

days left until fleetwood mac tribute episode and sam's secret: 5
until glee's prom and kurt in kilt: 11

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days left until kurt is back at mckinley and he sings "born this way": 6
until glee's prom and kurt in kilt: 20missed my daily post. what a day ( Read more... )

days left until next glee: 23

teenage dream now makes me cry. especially boyce avenue's version. it's just.. overflowing with emotions. klaine of course (but not only. all the things i've lost or left in the past). i see blaine and kurt, happy. blaine serenading kurt. first glances. first stares, first touches. when i listen to it i see blaine ( Read more... )

keep holding on is, i think, my favourite glee song. so intense, so emotional, so full of meaning. i just sob like and idiot when i listen to it. overwhelmed by thoughts, feelings. i think "graduation", "separate ways", "parting" and i wail, i just howl. i can't, i can't. suddenly i feel a creative strike. i hope to follow it next day. or to sir, ( Read more... )

yeah. i need money to go to lublin for more medicine. dad won't give me = i'll not go = i'll be kicked out of program. i need money. and the song is beautiful.

i need some help, seriously. and it's not even funny anymore.

since there's nothing to write about, maybe some music. after i remembered my love for sigur ros, i got hooked on post rock genre again. or maybe i firstly discovered this will destroy you and then remembered? doesn't matter. anyway, i highly recommend this kind of music to anyone who's ( Read more... )

♦ i'm planning to go with hide to homo club in lublin. srsly, i crave for an one night stand. she's inviting me to someone's party... will see. they may be jumpy if i don't drink, orz. I MAY BE JUMPY BECAUSE I CAN'T DRINK. I MAY END UP DRINKING.♦ my practices are starting again tomorrow. i don't want to. it's only 1st year junior high but i feel ( Read more... )

loving this world like a curse. from "angel sanctuary. too true.
but is it the world that resembles a curse or is it the action of loving" that's like it? i think i prefer the latter. because, like a curse, we can't get rid of this feeling and we'll continue to love this which slowly eats and destroys us.went out with hide yesterday. seriously, it' ( Read more... )

oh fuck it, I CAN STILL FALL IN LOVE WITH BISHIE AT THE FIRST SIGHT. i DO NOT care what this anime is about. i do know, however, that i'll have lusty time watching it. damn. i shall grow up. AND HE'S VOICED BY YOCCHIN AND OMG HE LOOKS FSFFGHJK SEXY WHEN HE MOVES OMG WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME WHEN I FANGIRLED SO HARD???? *SPAZZ SPAZZ SPAZZ* i don't ( Read more... )