so today i kinda resolved all the problems i had with my work practices. and by resolving i mean that my side - uni, will talk with them - school. that's all. since i'm lazy, a liar and an actress i can do things. well, fuck it. i'm lost so i'm getting rid of one problem at least. i guess it's too stressful for me and i can't handle it well. i can' ( Read more... )

once i watched a documentary of what oil can do to the sea animals, birds and so on. with what happens in usa now, the images of dying, struggling birds and dead fish returned and won't leave my head. i'm weak ( Read more... )

i spent today and yesterday trying to figure out MYSPACE and ANIMEPAPER. i still haven't. i'm clueless as to how can i put a playlist on my profile page in myspace. i culd but now i can't. why? WHY??? as for animepaper... well, duh. is clicking thumbnail once consider as a try to view the wallpaper or not? i know it's super irrelevant but it's of ( Read more... )

♦ i'm planning to go with hide to homo club in lublin. srsly, i crave for an one night stand. she's inviting me to someone's party... will see. they may be jumpy if i don't drink, orz. I MAY BE JUMPY BECAUSE I CAN'T DRINK. I MAY END UP DRINKING.♦ my practices are starting again tomorrow. i don't want to. it's only 1st year junior high but i feel ( Read more... )

i can't write my thesis paper. it's just not working. i can't write anything with reference to one book/article and here i have more than a dozen. and still too little. i can't find anything more, people can. i can't even form three sentences. people have 25+ pages ( Read more... )

HOW I STUDY:--> i have some serious problems with sweating. and, while "preparing" for the test from methodology and reading about activities before, during and after working with listening, i realised that... I'LL HAVE TO WRITE ON THE BLACKBOARD BUT I HAVE UNDER-ARMPITS ISSUES SO HOW, OMIGOD, MY FUTURE STUDENTS WILL EAT ME ALIVE. OH NOESSS ( Read more... )

bwahahaha. i love details like that:
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♥ today i felt pretty o/

aaaaand, i deleted ikoku no romantan anime. i deleted yaoi anime. AGAIN. oh god, i hope new ai no kusabi and sex pistols will be good. speaking of the latter, i CAN'T wait. for my fav pairing, yonekuni x shiro <3 i hope they don't screw up all that angst. please, i know you, japanese animators, hate BL but please ;__;

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* lol, i have 21 "holes" in my brain. and for SM that's A LOT. it's strange to sit, walk and do everything without any change but with the knowledge that i have holes in my head. wow?

* today i looked at my movies folder. untouched, virgin-like folder. i ignored it for months? YEAS? and i watched dark knight. it was worse than the beginning but it ( Read more... )

I NEED TO CHANGE THIS GODDAMNED LAYOUT BUT JESUS WHEN I NEED TO LEVEL AND TRANSLATE AND BE LAZY WHAT TO DOOOOso i probably finished my 2nd year at university. probably because i'm waiting for one exam's results. but sice i'm trying to be positive i'm calling myself a THIRD YEAR STUDENT. third = last. well, last for bachelor's degree and master is ( Read more... )