* lol, i have 21 "holes" in my brain. and for SM that's A LOT. it's strange to sit, walk and do everything without any change but with the knowledge that i have holes in my head. wow?
* today i looked at my movies folder. untouched, virgin-like folder. i ignored it for months? YEAS? and i watched dark knight. it was worse than the beginning but it was okay. i was tooootally all over dent even though i'm a fan of christian bale. he, as batman, was... barely okay. he was invisible. and of course, joker. awesome role, awesome actor. oh god, how sad that he's dead. i hope next movie will be good. i'm hard to please so it's just a wishful thinking.
* newest one republic's album, "waking up" is awesome. it's soft rock with bits of iceland's rock and maybe a little bit of progressive? but not only. i love it <3
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* id didn't go to my seminar, AGAIN. i'm pushing my luck, seriously. next week, no matter what, i'm there.
* in
errie queerie uke should be HASUNUMA. and seme MITSUO. i'd give many things to see it ♥
* went to see knee specialists today. and wow, guy was great. first time in 10? 11? years someone actually LOOKED at my x-rays. he looked and saw. i thought i'd jump on him and push him down since he was kinda cute and touuuched me *sweats*. so he found a problem that might be there or might not (just my build) and finally gave a solution. well, more like something to try. no arthroscopy, he told me to wait as it can be dangerous. so, yeah. i love him. LOVE. he E X P L A I N E D everything. but... what he told me to get are three injections, each 150pln and since they go into knee it's hard to find anyone who'd do it so i'd have to go back to him and pay for each injection. so 3 x 50pln. that is 600pln total. i need to start selling my body, srsly.
* today i've read last chapter of kizuna. i like this series but i've never found it exceptionally good (well, maybe masa x kai and guns'n'roses part <3) but damn. i had tears in my eyes when i saw "the end". it's always this awful feeling when a long running series ends. something close to... loneliness, i guess. what happens to them later? how do they live their lives? do they maintain contact? it hurts (yeah, i'm that sensitive).