first it was this:
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this meant craziness for me and koi. then it was 2 years of fucking waiting. and lusting after THE BOY. and after music. and everything else (handmade animation ;____;!). then cencoroll movie was FINALLY out. then months later i F I N A L L Y downloaded. today i watched. and. i'm disappointed. it was still unique and awesome but... trailer wasn't really a trailer, scenes from there weren't used and... that hurts the most. the scene of boy - tetsu, being "loaded" in cenco was... OMG. and there's nothing like that in the actual movie. or "movie" as it's 25 minutes long. but it's still the first time in a looong time what kept me watching without one pause. and that means something. but i wish i it'd be longer. AND EXAPLAIN ANYTHING. funny thing is that the length doesn't stop me from fangirling over tetsu. TETSUUUU <3 in the end there are some emo boys i love.
and then dad came from the first SM meeting in our city, threw reality into my face and SM, suddenly, became hard to handle. whatever. going to make an icon.