just when i got bored playing and wanted to start anew here, my job practices ate up my days. working as a teacher suxx. so damn horribly. i spend HOURS at home preparing for lessons, looking up the requirements, checking and marking test, etc, etc.

just two weeks and i'm so tired, i can't believe myself to live like that.

moving out soon.

so today i kinda resolved all the problems i had with my work practices. and by resolving i mean that my side - uni, will talk with them - school. that's all. since i'm lazy, a liar and an actress i can do things. well, fuck it. i'm lost so i'm getting rid of one problem at least. i guess it's too stressful for me and i can't handle it well. i can' ( Read more... )

i spent today and yesterday trying to figure out MYSPACE and ANIMEPAPER. i still haven't. i'm clueless as to how can i put a playlist on my profile page in myspace. i culd but now i can't. why? WHY??? as for animepaper... well, duh. is clicking thumbnail once consider as a try to view the wallpaper or not? i know it's super irrelevant but it's of ( Read more... )

♦ i'm planning to go with hide to homo club in lublin. srsly, i crave for an one night stand. she's inviting me to someone's party... will see. they may be jumpy if i don't drink, orz. I MAY BE JUMPY BECAUSE I CAN'T DRINK. I MAY END UP DRINKING.♦ my practices are starting again tomorrow. i don't want to. it's only 1st year junior high but i feel ( Read more... )

I HAVE NO LAYOUT MUAHAHAHA. I'M WORKING ON ZE THEME (LONGER THAN A YEAR <3) BUT THAT WILL COME AFTER THE WORLD ENDS.my dear friend, hide, motivates me!!! rawr! it's her and spring and i want to take some action. maybe i'll find courage and tell her about my problem and, i think, she'd help me. maybe, maybe ( Read more... )

today class with high school 3rd year... was made of fail. and i don't even know why. at some point i was lost, the class acted like a class should - indifferent to my efforts. i managed to cover only half of what i planned. for fucking sake, 45 minutes is was too little. i need to seriously rethink my classes plan for friday. the worst part is ( Read more... )

i just saw new manga by shinba rize, "hanihani honey" (smart titles ftw) ♥ and oh, i love her. even if it's a copy of "aijin incubus" (never finished, whyyyy?) and reminds me of "chintsubu" (talking penis, anyone?) it's still awesome. it's even AWESOMIER that she's not dead and the AWESOMIEST fact is that she switched from shoujo to yaoi again. / ( Read more... )

dad found young pigeon that didn't learn to fly yet. he took it out of pavement to small "park" in front of our building and came home to tell me about it. i yelled at him to drop him off somewhere where there are no cars. he was already walking towards the street. dad rushed off but was too late. he couldn't run away, he couldn't fly. if only dad ( Read more... )

LOL, i've been added by them: _fucking_moron, lolol. it's not bad since i fixed the mistakes. pffft. *dies laughing* i love holier-than-thou attitudes *bricked*

oh gosh, these past few days were so busy. loveless is still kicking and i jumped down to being chief editor for afuresou na pool by ishihara satoru, awesome manga! and it's US who'll do it. yayaya. but ( Read more... )

i HATE it. all the programs and configurations. and i hate my new keyboard but it' black so i don't want to change to the old one >_>; i'm pretty much done with everything, all i need is ms office which i'm currently d/ling 'cuz i lost my cd. i hope it's an "OK" version cuz office crashed my windows once... anyway, new compy, moriya, is doing great ( Read more... )