[i shall teach!]
i just saw new manga by shinba rize, "hanihani honey" (smart titles ftw) ♥ and oh, i love her. even if it's a copy of "aijin incubus" (never finished, whyyyy?) and reminds me of "chintsubu" (talking penis, anyone?) it's still awesome. it's even AWESOMIER that she's not dead and the AWESOMIEST fact is that she switched from shoujo to yaoi again. /pif *happy*
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like i write i'm busy these days. awesomely. I FEEL GREAT BEING "RESPONSIBLE". i wish my dad the best but if he could stay there longer...
anyway. important thing. I'VE BEEN REALLY TEACHING. my work practices this year aren't just observing but actually teaching. so i've had few lessons already. first day, three lessons, were AWFUL. i was so nervous i feed my students bullshit and made mistakes THEY noticed. but i excuse myself as it's bound to happen. not only i don't have any experience but i'm a n00b. my guardian teacher is... nice. but i think we're going to argue sooner or later. she's absolutely right to be worried about her high school and junior high classes that write important exams in two months. i, not being a teacher, shouldn't "experiment" on them. i should be given only years 1-2 (both HS and junior) as they don't have exams which are going to decide on their future anytime soon. but since i was given her as a guardian and her classes along, she has to endure. and she CAN'T, for fucking sake, EXPECT ME TO NOT MAKE MISTAKES, ACT LIKE A EXPERIENCED TEACHER AND BE PERFECTLY SURE OF WHAT I'M DOING. i'm not and it'll take time till i am. also, we seem to have a little different views on strategies and techniques which i try to test out. practices ARE for testing things. she doesn't like it because it's students who are going to pay for this. well, sorry, this is how it works. i'm not exactly thrilled to have my hands looked at all the time, either. oh well. gotta survive this. one lesson tomorrow. in 1st year junior high there's a beautiful girl. i shouldn't be allowed to teach, srsly.
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random old notes.
* world hurts us yet we cling to it madly. therefore, living is like being addicted to pain. so much amazement and hatred. we're all masochists. wonderful masochists.
* no matter how many sengoku basara episodes i watch i still LOL greatly. and DATE MASAMUNE is an UKE so don't feed me any other shit. period.
* yoneda kou broke my heart. srsly, it was the first time i was sad for a whole day because of some matter related to stupid yaoi. it's just... her stories were beyond most others.
* why do i love this thing? it's got awful art, it's gore (♥) and about fucked up people. but it's sooo good.
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like i write i'm busy these days. awesomely. I FEEL GREAT BEING "RESPONSIBLE". i wish my dad the best but if he could stay there longer...
anyway. important thing. I'VE BEEN REALLY TEACHING. my work practices this year aren't just observing but actually teaching. so i've had few lessons already. first day, three lessons, were AWFUL. i was so nervous i feed my students bullshit and made mistakes THEY noticed. but i excuse myself as it's bound to happen. not only i don't have any experience but i'm a n00b. my guardian teacher is... nice. but i think we're going to argue sooner or later. she's absolutely right to be worried about her high school and junior high classes that write important exams in two months. i, not being a teacher, shouldn't "experiment" on them. i should be given only years 1-2 (both HS and junior) as they don't have exams which are going to decide on their future anytime soon. but since i was given her as a guardian and her classes along, she has to endure. and she CAN'T, for fucking sake, EXPECT ME TO NOT MAKE MISTAKES, ACT LIKE A EXPERIENCED TEACHER AND BE PERFECTLY SURE OF WHAT I'M DOING. i'm not and it'll take time till i am. also, we seem to have a little different views on strategies and techniques which i try to test out. practices ARE for testing things. she doesn't like it because it's students who are going to pay for this. well, sorry, this is how it works. i'm not exactly thrilled to have my hands looked at all the time, either. oh well. gotta survive this. one lesson tomorrow. in 1st year junior high there's a beautiful girl. i shouldn't be allowed to teach, srsly.
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random old notes.
* world hurts us yet we cling to it madly. therefore, living is like being addicted to pain. so much amazement and hatred. we're all masochists. wonderful masochists.
* no matter how many sengoku basara episodes i watch i still LOL greatly. and DATE MASAMUNE is an UKE so don't feed me any other shit. period.
* yoneda kou broke my heart. srsly, it was the first time i was sad for a whole day because of some matter related to stupid yaoi. it's just... her stories were beyond most others.
* why do i love this thing? it's got awful art, it's gore (♥) and about fucked up people. but it's sooo good.