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dad found young pigeon that didn't learn to fly yet. he took it out of pavement to small "park" in front of our building and came home to tell me about it. i yelled at him to drop him off somewhere where there are no cars. he was already walking towards the street. dad rushed off but was too late. he couldn't run away, he couldn't fly. if only dad thought about it but no, all he can think about is how to tell me what to do and blah. i'm mad. mad. i'm so mad. it's unfair.
i wish i wouldn't think about stuff like that for hours and hours. it's not my fault. but sometimes it's my fault being human. though nature does similar things, i still think it's my fault because i'm a part of damned humanity.
the pigeon screamed. i heard it but prayed it wasn't that. it was.
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yesterday was my first day of this year's practices. it wasn't bad, i was positively surprised. the teacher actually WANTED to have class and to give something to students, it wasn't just a bad thing she had to do. she was very creative, to convey the theory and exercise it she made plays, she even brought beach ball with her! she didn't simply give the answers but made students think and associate meanings. she was communicating fully in german and students understood anyway (me too, lol). comparing her to my last year one, english, she's far better. she's like a real teacher. i wish i could be like her too. though many teachers start like that they soon become empty shell doing their routine. i'm actually happy to have those damn german practices if i can see a good teacher at work.
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and TODAY I GOT INVITED TO KAZIMIERZ BY A FRIEND FROM MY GROUP :D i'm so surprised, honestly, i thought i don't exist to them. omg, can't wait ♥
i wish i wouldn't think about stuff like that for hours and hours. it's not my fault. but sometimes it's my fault being human. though nature does similar things, i still think it's my fault because i'm a part of damned humanity.
the pigeon screamed. i heard it but prayed it wasn't that. it was.
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yesterday was my first day of this year's practices. it wasn't bad, i was positively surprised. the teacher actually WANTED to have class and to give something to students, it wasn't just a bad thing she had to do. she was very creative, to convey the theory and exercise it she made plays, she even brought beach ball with her! she didn't simply give the answers but made students think and associate meanings. she was communicating fully in german and students understood anyway (me too, lol). comparing her to my last year one, english, she's far better. she's like a real teacher. i wish i could be like her too. though many teachers start like that they soon become empty shell doing their routine. i'm actually happy to have those damn german practices if i can see a good teacher at work.
ro.
and TODAY I GOT INVITED TO KAZIMIERZ BY A FRIEND FROM MY GROUP :D i'm so surprised, honestly, i thought i don't exist to them. omg, can't wait ♥