[there's a reason why i'm antisocial.]
days until GLEE is back from summer's hiatus: 72
went out together only to:
- find out my friend's six months pregnant and last time we saw each other she was in her trimester but no one knew, and she's broken up with her long term boyfriend, finally but at the worst time possible;
- that i have seriously problems with my head because i didn't recognise my friend's girlfriend even though i spent an evening with them at gay pub, slept in one room and talked a lot.
i drank two beers. nothing much. then at 4:23am i woke up only to find the unwelcome symptoms of alcohol poisoning. AFTER TWO BEERS. had this only three times in my life, one was so serious i considered going to hospital. headache of doom, nauseous to the point you go to the bathroom, stick half of your arm down the throat and pray to vomit. but i never do. gosh, to cry because you feel bad, oh yeah. 1.5h of lying in bed, switching sides, stomach and headache, shivers, sweating like an idiot. two beers. seriously.
thank god it didn't last long. so i went through magical hangover (two beers), then my body decided to remember i have period so add being cranky and shitty all over.
and because it's not enough it had to be around 47C outside. dying, sweating, god bless myself i didn't cry because today world's been shitty.
work canceled during to some serious technical difficulties caused by yesterday's storms. not fun. i had dates set for deals. NOT FUN.
so no, i'm not a happy person and i don't think i'll be before i turn 60.
went out together only to:
- find out my friend's six months pregnant and last time we saw each other she was in her trimester but no one knew, and she's broken up with her long term boyfriend, finally but at the worst time possible;
- that i have seriously problems with my head because i didn't recognise my friend's girlfriend even though i spent an evening with them at gay pub, slept in one room and talked a lot.
i drank two beers. nothing much. then at 4:23am i woke up only to find the unwelcome symptoms of alcohol poisoning. AFTER TWO BEERS. had this only three times in my life, one was so serious i considered going to hospital. headache of doom, nauseous to the point you go to the bathroom, stick half of your arm down the throat and pray to vomit. but i never do. gosh, to cry because you feel bad, oh yeah. 1.5h of lying in bed, switching sides, stomach and headache, shivers, sweating like an idiot. two beers. seriously.
thank god it didn't last long. so i went through magical hangover (two beers), then my body decided to remember i have period so add being cranky and shitty all over.
and because it's not enough it had to be around 47C outside. dying, sweating, god bless myself i didn't cry because today world's been shitty.
work canceled during to some serious technical difficulties caused by yesterday's storms. not fun. i had dates set for deals. NOT FUN.
so no, i'm not a happy person and i don't think i'll be before i turn 60.