[had fun <3]
i went to karaoke with hide on friday. to my BIG surprise aneta, my old classmate from my (2nd) high school was there. gosh, the world is a small place indeed. there were also two lesbians hide has met online. to be honest, i usually meet lesbians that are more mature or, at least, look older. since it was a karaoke it was hard to talk, there was some kind of misunderstanding between them and hide so ugh.
was there till 1:30am XD it was nice, the best karaoke in this city. and my old friend (old singer from hide's old band) was in charge. gosh, i'll be forever in awe when she sings. just amazing. had fun, made plans (like always) with hide but, like always, 99,9% of them will die along the way. i'd be more than glad though if some were realised actually. since they're biig.
nothing else to say. sm wasn't bitchy and i was alive and kicking even late at night (oh yeah!). and each time i meet with hide, listening to her and realising how active and busy she is, i want to change. i get motivated. i wish i could tell her that. but our relationship is one of the strangest i've ever had. when she told me yesterday i'm like a "family" i felt hurt for some reason. what reason? i'm not sure. what we are to each other? hell, that's a hard question. but i need her as my motivator.
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marraol sent me links to ZE fanbook which... included MORIYA x RYUUSEI *dies* even though i knew what would happen when i looked at the 2nd page (i knew they'd meet someone, i knew who, i knew ryuusei would do something silly, the other pair would be smexing for insane amount of pages like always, geez, they're boring, m x r would do it in a stupid turn-off manner) so obvious. but! the whisper scene made me and under_rainy_sky go SQUEEEEEE WHAT THE FUCK DID HE WHISPER?! oh ze. oh ze. ZE! <3
was there till 1:30am XD it was nice, the best karaoke in this city. and my old friend (old singer from hide's old band) was in charge. gosh, i'll be forever in awe when she sings. just amazing. had fun, made plans (like always) with hide but, like always, 99,9% of them will die along the way. i'd be more than glad though if some were realised actually. since they're biig.
nothing else to say. sm wasn't bitchy and i was alive and kicking even late at night (oh yeah!). and each time i meet with hide, listening to her and realising how active and busy she is, i want to change. i get motivated. i wish i could tell her that. but our relationship is one of the strangest i've ever had. when she told me yesterday i'm like a "family" i felt hurt for some reason. what reason? i'm not sure. what we are to each other? hell, that's a hard question. but i need her as my motivator.
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marraol sent me links to ZE fanbook which... included MORIYA x RYUUSEI *dies* even though i knew what would happen when i looked at the 2nd page (i knew they'd meet someone, i knew who, i knew ryuusei would do something silly, the other pair would be smexing for insane amount of pages like always, geez, they're boring, m x r would do it in a stupid turn-off manner) so obvious. but! the whisper scene made me and under_rainy_sky go SQUEEEEEE WHAT THE FUCK DID HE WHISPER?! oh ze. oh ze. ZE! <3