the world is full of fucking hypocrites. IT PISSES ME OFF TO THE POINT I WANT TO SCREAM. there are many reasons for being vegetarian; because you don't like meat, because you can't eat meat, because you feel eating meat is wrong. first two have nothing to do with ideological background of being vege, they might hate animals and wish them all dead, fine, their choice, i'm not a preacher or anything to change 'em. but the third reason is something entirely different. they don't eat meat because they think killing animals for it is wrong. that's also my reason, which is my business, i'm not going to go deep into it. but i wish someone could explain to me how can a person with ideological reasons for not eating meat buy leather clothes? shoes, to be precise. i don't get it, isn't it like "killing animals for "food whim" is bad but killing for "shoe whim" is okay." wtf, when we DO have a choice of non-leather shoes and it's NOT necessary for living comfortable to buy one, how can a vege "with deep reason" somehow "kill" an animal for shoes?! when i finally came to the conclusion that i can't live with the thought of animal killed for me, be it cosmetics, food, clothes, anything else, i found it only natural that i'd avoid anything post-animal. of course, i won't throw my leather shoes, stupid waste is worse than actually buying it, but it's only because i had bought them before the change. and i know it's impossible to avoid animal stuff, i can't go crazy, it won't do anything good to anyone. but i'll TRY MY HARDEST. because i came up with the conclusion i DO NOT AGREE WITH IT.
so how, for fucking sake, can person wear both the t-shirt with "animal liberation" written on it and leather shoes? i dunno, it hurts me personally. i had to go through many changes to finally find myself as "the crazy animal lover" and i see my fellow "lovers" being nothing but fucking hypocrites.
i think i finally understand whayt dead fans of obituary felt when i wore their t-shirt just 'cause it looked nice. but i wasn't saying i like 'em. small, tiny difference.
god, why are they so harmless? why do they die for nothing? it's like small children. why did 8 year old girl had to die? world, you're fucked up.
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aurenfaie 01. Name: agata beatrycze
02. Birthday: 09.07.1987
03. Where do you live: chełm, poland
04. What are you studying/What are you working as: studying, english major
05. What makes you happy: good yaoi, good music, being alone at home or hanging out with friend. looking pretty
06. What are you listening to now/have listened to last: O.N.A.'s discography
07. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ: i don't care for friend, i'm not a pert of the "comments number race" and it happens to be true, too true
08. An interesting fact about you: i'm extremely self-conscious and sometimes i have low confidence and i emo a lot, yet ALL the people around me tell me they couldn't imagine me down, me shy and so on. guess i'm somehow false?
09. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment: no, it's too impossible for me
10. Favorite place to be: my room, alone out in the nature.
11. Favorite lyric: currently: "the world is a vampire, sent to drain / secret destroyers, hold you up to the flame / and what do i get for my pain? / betrayed desires and a piece of the game" ("bullets with butterfly wings" smashing pumpkins)
12. Best time of the year: it's easier to say the worst... fav, i guess beginning of spring or rainy, warm and mild autumn?
13. Weirdest food you like: rice with EVERYTHING, including pasta, bread and so on.
RECOMMEND
01. A film: "happy together", "picnic at hanging rock"
02. A book: "the picture of dorian gray" oscar wilde
03. A song: "reverie" lacuna coil, "bullets with butterfly wings" frida snell
04. A band: my dying bride
05. A tv show: i don't watch tv, dunno
FANDOM
01. Favorite Fandom: i'm not really in any fandom, but i find fans of hetalia and khr the most funny
02. OTP/OT3: gazillions but: moriya x ryuusei, fitz x fool
03. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join): none
PLUS
02. Two things you like about yourself: my tastes, my brain (what and how i think)