Yesterday was Valentines and I spent it with a guy who was just as bitter or well, was sulking over the whole thing. It was a bit weird, but walking around the mall surrounded by couples, either holding hands, holding flowers or wearing couple shirts just made the both of us long for something we both didn't have. It was a good day though. Pretty ( Read more... )

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's ( Read more... )

So I'm trying to get this whole blog everyday thing. I used to do that before but last year I hardly put anything here that makes sense. Let's see how this goes.

I've just recently come back from my little trip in Hong Kong and even if it was just 4 days I'm still adjusting to the idea that I'm back here at home. Though lately the whole 'home' term ( Read more... )

Traveling, I discovered, has been something I always enjoyed, not those usual traveling within the country but actually leaving the Philippines and flying out somewhere. I enjoyed traveling and perhaps it's because I've always traveled alone. Alone in the sense that you find yourself sitting in the airport looking around and seeing that everyone's ( Read more... )

I remember the 3rd dream I had, the good dream before all those bad ones ( Read more... )

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If you wanna know, tomorrow morning
I have to leave but wherever I may be
Best believe, I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love

All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby, put your lips on mine

And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apartJust close your eyes ( Read more... )

 There's a million things running through my mind at the moment. Honestly most of them are negative though I'd rather not ponder on how negative things are. All the negativity isn't even worth it to think about, so I sit here gathering my thoughts and trying to get myself to stop trembling. No doubt that this has been a big blow, mercilessly ( Read more... )

 At some point you just can't help but feel that everyone's going to leave you behind and all you can do is just watch them go and smile because you know that they're going to do way better there than here. It's hard because it's all I get, all I read is people going for days and I'm just pretty much stuck here right in front of my laptop staring ( Read more... )

 Hmm, how to put this? I don't know. I don't even know if you noticed the changes...I'm not to sure. But I don't know i've been sulking for a while now. More of sad even...There's nothing wrong really, just that it's hard suppressing this feeling and it's eating me up to the point that I get so sensitive over everything. The very little things that ( Read more... )

it's funny. Being left alone the whole day with hardly any conversation going on. I got my nap and somewhat got myself thinking about what I said to Paula just a while ago and when I was reading back on logs before I got into this relationship with her. Before you don't demand anything well you can't. So things are always okay, things are always ( Read more... )