Hmm, how to put this? I don't know. I don't even know if you noticed the changes...I'm not to sure. But I don't know i've been sulking for a while now. More of sad even...There's nothing wrong really, just that it's hard suppressing this feeling and it's eating me up to the point that I get so sensitive over everything. The very little things that ( Read more... )

it's funny. Being left alone the whole day with hardly any conversation going on. I got my nap and somewhat got myself thinking about what I said to Paula just a while ago and when I was reading back on logs before I got into this relationship with her. Before you don't demand anything well you can't. So things are always okay, things are always ( Read more... )

 Ah. Getting excited over something and not getting it in the end feels like shit really. Oh well. You can't do anything about it. It's just makes you feel like not wanting to play in the comm anymore. What a let down. Anyway I should get this feelings out of the way. Today is the 6th. It's supposed to be a happy day.