Didn't I give it all,
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less?
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?
Still how can you walk away
From all my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road
Without me right here.

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you.
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool.
Just take it all
With my love.

So is it over?
Is this ( Read more... )

I've been told that I was stressed for almost more than a couple of weeks. Honestly, I was surprised about it all. I mean I didn't really realize I was stressed. Sadness was the all the more obvious choice for me. I am sad. I know. Lately I've been waking up to anxiety attacks every time I wake up, may it be a nap or sleep. It disappeared already ( Read more... )

I think I'm not going to be serious with love anytime soon. I think I'm going to go and play around first until I know that the other won't walk away from me and hurt me.

So I'm trying to get this whole blog everyday thing. I used to do that before but last year I hardly put anything here that makes sense. Let's see how this goes.

I've just recently come back from my little trip in Hong Kong and even if it was just 4 days I'm still adjusting to the idea that I'm back here at home. Though lately the whole 'home' term ( Read more... )

Traveling, I discovered, has been something I always enjoyed, not those usual traveling within the country but actually leaving the Philippines and flying out somewhere. I enjoyed traveling and perhaps it's because I've always traveled alone. Alone in the sense that you find yourself sitting in the airport looking around and seeing that everyone's ( Read more... )

I remember the 3rd dream I had, the good dream before all those bad ones ( Read more... )

 There's a million things running through my mind at the moment. Honestly most of them are negative though I'd rather not ponder on how negative things are. All the negativity isn't even worth it to think about, so I sit here gathering my thoughts and trying to get myself to stop trembling. No doubt that this has been a big blow, mercilessly ( Read more... )

it's funny. Being left alone the whole day with hardly any conversation going on. I got my nap and somewhat got myself thinking about what I said to Paula just a while ago and when I was reading back on logs before I got into this relationship with her. Before you don't demand anything well you can't. So things are always okay, things are always ( Read more... )

 Would it have been too much if I told her didn't want her to leave? But then I guess it would I mean, boat trip, wake boarding who would trade that for anything right? I just wanted to spend time with her so I wouldn't miss her too much when she leaves for just a couple of days, almost a week. I know it's just a short time but based from today, ( Read more... )

 I may have planned a couple of personal activities for my...ever so short summer. School starts in what 2 -3 weeks? Heh, isn't that amusing. I'm not supposed to be in school anymore! But, well as people say, shit happens. I think I haven't fully recovered from failing pretty bad. I still get those self-pity moments where seeing how everyone else ( Read more... )