First of all, it's ya'll, not y'all. I've been saying it for 30 or so years. Here's how it works ( Read more... )

Okay, we're going to see how far I can get in one post. It may be broken up over two or several posts. Depends on how I feel as I go along ( Read more... )

So haven't written about the last two weekends. He finally, after much dark rituals and demonic possession, told me what the 10PM call is about. Bad news everyone. So while I can't go into further detail, it turns out that I've been a pawn in a global game without knowing it from the first time I started sleeping with Dmitri. And by pawn, I mean, ( Read more... )

"I've been an idiot." That should be one of my tags. Anyway, as you know I was taking some time away from Dmitri. To think, to quiet my mind, to feel like I wasn't cheating on Second John; aka: Being an idiot. Instead of loving what was right in front of me for what it was, I did what I always do. I look for the negative. It's something that I have ( Read more... )

After many system resets of the new router, I finally got it working. You see, we needed my father's username to connect to the internet, but the ones he was coming up with weren't working, at all. So we call customer support but without the username we couldn't get anywhere with Phil and Sean (from Pakistan or India or somewhere like that). They ( Read more... )

Am I the only one left in the world who has no idea how to subscribe to an RSS feed? If so, please enlighten me as to how to follow someone/something. Thank you in advance.

Every morning when I wake up, I've forgotten that I have John's picture as my background. So, he's the first person I see every morning ( Read more... )

My relationship with J** is over. He dropped me like I was garbage and kicked me like I was a soccer ball. I'm heartbroken, soul shattered, and just generally fucked up. I really did love him. Still do. You want to know the real kicker. He was supposed to come down July 1st - July 6th. If it had just been 4 more days I would have gotten to see him ( Read more... )