whining | sadpenguin

...and back to it

sadpenguin Nov 21, 2013 03:07

Been spending the last few nights organizing my hard drive. Just finished organizing all my personal photos and videos. I want to cry with nostalgia. i had an external hard-drive crash and break on me in the early to mid 2000s, so i don't have a lot of stuff from when i was a teenager unfortunately. i did, however, come across SOME stuff from high ( Read more... )

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sadpenguin May 07, 2004 22:20

Some quotes to look out for. First, my favorite is somehting along the lines of ( Read more... )

lines, lines girls say, dicks, whining, assholes, relationships, 2004, bitching, just friends, heartache

... "I hate myself and I want to die"

sadpenguin Apr 29, 2004 20:23

( This entry to remain as private as I can. PLEASE do not read if you are not a true friend. PLEASE do not read if you are prone to gossip. )

kevin, kayci fields, work, 2004, failure, psychotic break, bitching, complaining, self pity, whining, life, car, finances, father, mother, psychosis

...I mean it

sadpenguin Apr 13, 2004 21:32

Today was a shitty Tuesday. I decided it would be best to not bring my guitar to school today because it was raining this morning. I have to bring it tomorrow. I was so tired all day because I was up late at kayci's. Nothing new as far as school goes. I really hope my mother gives me money for the prom. I don’t know how I could bring myself to tell ( Read more... )

poetry, kayci fields, prom, 2004, medication, bitching, annoying, cape cod canal, complaining, school, sleep, whining, heather cierri, fatigue, roller blading, vacation, finances, mother

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sadpenguin Feb 07, 2004 19:15

Hm. I recently found that i must pass all four of my classes to pass high school. This puts allot of pressure on me. I just want to hurry up and pass so I can get out of this goddamn school. I still haven't had much luck finding a job. Too bad a job can't just be handed to me. But I go out and look anyway. I am trying really hard to hang in there. ( Read more... )

high school, school, whining, jobless, heather cierri, friendships, nic c, 2004, chris shelton, time crisis, ray herd, grammar

...my next crush is turning into a blood thirsty rabbit with 7 heads

sadpenguin Jan 27, 2004 21:16

blars ( Read more... )

girls, 2004, bitching, ema, whining

...until tomorrow

sadpenguin Nov 06, 2003 23:09

( Thursdays suck )

poetry, brianna ebbs, kristen, angela, failure, bitching, jen king, blakely, school, whining, 2003, ass, drama, hardcore bill, chris shelton, matt thompson, mother

...Inanity is a word

sadpenguin Oct 30, 2003 22:40

Hmm. today. School is getting shittier every day. Today as band practice. It kind of went well towards the beginning. But Wayde was having a bad day and understandably went home. We kind of just ate pizza and watched the rejected videos until we decided to go out and jam again. We made fun of people and such, it was pretty funn. Now I am home. it ( Read more... )

rejected videos, brianna ebbs, dating, kayci fields, dicks, girlfriends, amy lee, sarah ducie, jen king, metaphor, pizza, whining, 2003, heather cierri, life, crush, band, assholes, relationships, ray herd, molly goddard

...I only have 2 songs by them :(

sadpenguin Oct 28, 2003 21:51

Okay, In an effort to explain the inpact of not having a car and a job, i am going to try to explain a typical day in the life of billy ( Read more... )

brianna ebbs, angela, bitching, guitar, complaining, girls, hatred, whining, 2003, instrumental class, punishment, bill gile, jobs, relationships, thursday, hardcore bill, seed, chris shelton, car, father, random ugly guy

...Crucify myself

sadpenguin Oct 12, 2003 22:41

What the fuck? You are with me and that is when you agree with me. "yeah, she is confusing, yeah she shouldnt have done that to you, yeah, she, blah blah!" Then you turn around and do this PLUS act immature on top of it all. You could have been an adult, you could have thaught of the hurt that i would be undergoing after finding out. I am tired of ( Read more... )

anger, bitching, 2003, whining, drama