...Crucify myself
What the fuck? You are with me and that is when you agree with me. "yeah, she is confusing, yeah she shouldnt have done that to you, yeah, she, blah blah!" Then you turn around and do this PLUS act immature on top of it all. You could have been an adult, you could have thaught of the hurt that i would be undergoing after finding out. I am tired of people, I don;t want any mor enew people anymore. The couple I have now is all. I know they will NEVER conform, I know they will NEVER hurt me, I know they will always agrree with and be there for me. I don't need you anymore. UGH! the fucking HURT! I dont know what to fucking say or do to anyone anymore. I just cannot take it. I cannot take the caring for these stupid people. I cannot take the traters. IS THAT EVEN A WORD! AAAAH!!!! What the fuck?! No one fucking cares after all. No one. I am tired of people doing this, making stupoid mistakes, amking the stuoiud mistakes I did, making the stupid mistakes that regretful pepple made. knowing the consiquences. JUST 13 YEARS OLD!!! HE FUCKING DIED!!! NO ONE CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!! Except for his CRYING parents! HIGH SCHOOL STUDENTS! KNOW ONE CARES! I cannot express any of this. EVERYONE IS SELFISH! STARS! How can I ever find anyone new. Any new friends even. THis will always happen. This will always be. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! AGH!!!!! I am singling myself out for good now. I dont WANT to hang out with you anymore. ALL OF YOU! DOnt talk to me! STOP HURTING ME!!! WHY IS DADDIE NEVER HERE!!!! PARTY PARTY PARTY! DRUNK DRUNK CAR CRASSSSHHHH!!!!! MATURE ONE. ADULT LIKE> NOT THERE! KILL ME! I cant take this anymore. WHY?! I LIKE, I HATE! I JUST DONT WANT ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU! MAKE ME KILL FOR THE UNWANTED! AAAAHH!! PLEASE! The people that havn't confromed yet, my true friends, please stay with me! PLEASE!!!! FUCK SPELLING!