i am 29 and last night i had my first bought with nocturnal emissions

Today i went to Old Sacramento with Hollyn so that she can drop off some resumes. It was a good time. Yesterday i had to eat her out and it was like a chore. I don't know how she thinks i am so amazing at it because i show absolutely no enthusiasm. i just try to get it over with. Her vagina smelled like pee and she is fat so i always have a hard ( Read more... )

Well i am fresh out of the hospital. This was my third time in a psychiatric unit and i don't know if i'm glad to be out or not. The food was kind of crappy and the groups were repetitive. Also, the showers worked like the auto shut-off faucets in a bathroom. You press the button and the shower runs for about five seconds so you have to hold it ( Read more... )

Stars, I just want all this pain to stop. I can't even go to sleep, I feel as though i haven't slept in weeks. All I see is her face when I close my eyes. this all seems so unfair. What the fuck was i thinking. I honestly need to be dragged into the middle of on going traffic. I am such an idiot. I spent so much time complaining in life about girls ( Read more... )

Today was a shitty Tuesday. I decided it would be best to not bring my guitar to school today because it was raining this morning. I have to bring it tomorrow. I was so tired all day because I was up late at kayci's. Nothing new as far as school goes. I really hope my mother gives me money for the prom. I don’t know how I could bring myself to tell ( Read more... )