So i was forced to go back to the hospital while in outpatient on Friday the 6th. They like to conveniently fail to tell you that if you don't go voluntarily then you will be sent there involuntarily. At that time it becomes involuntarily no matter what. This is a 51-50. They hold you for 3 days and you cannot leave. A 51-50 can become a 52-50 in ( Read more... )

i am so bored right now. Minerva is on my lap so i can't get up of course. Nothing exciting happened in outpatient today. i am dreading the day they bring up what i owe. i had an appointment with my psychiatrist today. She wants me to see a therapist. Corri is going to try and get the number to her therapist. The therapist at Fair Oaks Psych. meets ( Read more... )

So tomorrow morning i am going to work to hand my boss my medical clearance. i will also inform her that my doctor refuses to talk to her as she doesn't have the right to talk to my doctor. i don't want to face the people at work or Cynthia. i am financially fucked right now and need to start working again ASAP. She probably won't put me on until ( Read more... )

Well i am fresh out of the hospital. This was my third time in a psychiatric unit and i don't know if i'm glad to be out or not. The food was kind of crappy and the groups were repetitive. Also, the showers worked like the auto shut-off faucets in a bathroom. You press the button and the shower runs for about five seconds so you have to hold it ( Read more... )

So I got new internet at my house ( Read more... )

Well. The vacation is nearly over. I found out allot of things, however. Everything is so bunched up in my head though. As some of you may know, it is quite rare that I remember dreams, but the other day I actually remembered one ( Read more... )

Well. I must say that today was an interesting day. At around maybe 2 o'clock or so, I flipped out, broke down, and went for a trip to the hospital. They wouldn't fucking take me in. So we came all the way back, my mom took me to her house where I worked on as much Homework as I could before she brought me home. I finished up 2 reports on my dads ( Read more... )