Oct 19, 2003 23:16
Well. I must say that today was an interesting day. At around maybe 2 o'clock or so, I flipped out, broke down, and went for a trip to the hospital. They wouldn't fucking take me in. So we came all the way back, my mom took me to her house where I worked on as much Homework as I could before she brought me home. I finished up 2 reports on my dads computer. It was really hard to force myself to do. Then my friend, Chelsea, from...kingston? called. My dad blamed me for "breaking his chord". SO I plugged it into my amp... it worked fucking fine. But he still needed to blame me for something so now I am being accused of losing abook of his that I never even took. I am tired of being his scapegoat for anything thing that breaks or dissapears. What the fuck. So, I am in my room trying to talk to this chicka nd he is downstairs complaining about me to random ugly guy. I didn't even do jack shit. So I am going to come home from school tomorrow and fucking look for the fucking book in the library (where it most likely is) and show him. It isn't fair. So I am still just as pissed as Iw as this morning. Nope, wait. I lied. this morning I was just a bit.... I dont know. THis morning i was just not wanting to do homework that needed to be done. (I never finished those questions). Then I just went manic then fucking.... wow. It is such a blur. Fuckers at Cape Cod Hospital wouldn't even fucking take me. I forget why. i think their psyc ward was full. Goddamn it. I still think i need to be there. That will probably change when I wake up tomorrow though. I don't know what else to say.
homework,
2003,
chelsea,
hospital,
psych ward,
father,
random ugly guy,
mother