...probably watch a movie
i am so bored right now. Minerva is on my lap so i can't get up of course. Nothing exciting happened in outpatient today. i am dreading the day they bring up what i owe. i had an appointment with my psychiatrist today. She wants me to see a therapist. Corri is going to try and get the number to her therapist. The therapist at Fair Oaks Psych. meets every week i guess and i can't do that. Cunthia would have a fit. I'm supposed to hang out with Anji tomorrow. i am not sure i feel like doing too much driving so i may just stay at her house and we can watch Adventure Time. i should put what i have on a flash drive when Minerva gets off my lap. i rarely keep my shirt off but i took it off when i got home because the arm pits were, of course, all sweaty and deodoranty.
i haven't played a video game in ages. i don't have any motivation too. i haven't gone poop in over a week :x. It must be my meds. Today is the first day in a little while that i've been left to my own devices after outpatient. i am so bored.
When Minerva gets off my lap i will possibly walk to the park or watch The Dark Knight Rises. i watched Batman Begins and The Dark Knight over the weekend. Minerva is shedding a lot. i need to vacuum my room.
People like to ask me why i don't find another job. They don't understand that 1. no dog daycares or kennels are hiring and 2. i wouldn't make nearly as much money as i am now.
When i was in the hospital, i snagged a pencil sharpener and took it apart so i could cut myself. i'm not sure what the group leader was as far as profession but she noticed. They looked for it for a while and she eventually just figured she was wrong about how many pencil sharpeners there were. It cut very nicely and much better than the stupid razor i have from fucking Rite Aid. i haven't cut myself since then though and i am eager to see how long that lasts.
I met with the doctor from outpatient today and he wants me to take my Seroquil every morning and midday for anxiety and not as needed like i was. So i need to remember that.
Ok well Minerva just got off my lap so i am going to try and keep busy.
i haven't played a video game in ages. i don't have any motivation too. i haven't gone poop in over a week :x. It must be my meds. Today is the first day in a little while that i've been left to my own devices after outpatient. i am so bored.
When Minerva gets off my lap i will possibly walk to the park or watch The Dark Knight Rises. i watched Batman Begins and The Dark Knight over the weekend. Minerva is shedding a lot. i need to vacuum my room.
People like to ask me why i don't find another job. They don't understand that 1. no dog daycares or kennels are hiring and 2. i wouldn't make nearly as much money as i am now.
When i was in the hospital, i snagged a pencil sharpener and took it apart so i could cut myself. i'm not sure what the group leader was as far as profession but she noticed. They looked for it for a while and she eventually just figured she was wrong about how many pencil sharpeners there were. It cut very nicely and much better than the stupid razor i have from fucking Rite Aid. i haven't cut myself since then though and i am eager to see how long that lasts.
I met with the doctor from outpatient today and he wants me to take my Seroquil every morning and midday for anxiety and not as needed like i was. So i need to remember that.
Ok well Minerva just got off my lap so i am going to try and keep busy.