I am so incredibly bored right now. I don't feel like playing any particular video game. I can stand to lay down and watch a movie, but feel like that is a waste of energy right now ( Read more... )

God I am so fucked up. What was I thinking? I am such a guy. Such a guy to let someone soo great go. I love her so much. I want her to be happy, i really do. BUT I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WITH ME ( Read more... )

I got a second job as a shift supivisor. They are offering me a good amount of money too. I am so excited that I will be making so much money. I don't know how much I will like spending all my time at the mall though ( Read more... )

Well some stuff has happened in my life ( Read more... )

I just want to fuck it all away. My father doesn't even talk to me anymore, he just nods. I am not quite sure what I did to him. I just want to become dead to everyone. I want to just look out for myself and do everything secretly. I want to be a mystery again; the kid who never talks and prefers to sit alone in the shadows. This is what I am ( Read more... )

So it is pretty much decided. I am going to move to FL. Unless, anything does change. For instance, if I miraculously started playing out with a band and got into a meaningful relationship with a girl....HAHAHA. So.. I don’t know. I still have to somehow get the money to put the car on the road to get to FL, but will it be a permanent trip, a test ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have wrot in here so you know that a. I have been keeping myself busy or b. I have been doing okay. Well, I have been busy but ugh. I got that job inserting papers at 2 in the morning on saturdays. Rough time, but GREAT money. So I am keeping it. I got my prelude back. *bows*. Unfortunately, It needs work. It need brakes ( Read more... )

I don’t fucking get it. It is as if I need negative shit to counteract any positive stuff that goes on in my life. I finally get a job and a few other things and I am really happy. But then I have to find all this other shit out. Fucking first we will start with the can of worms involving bitch cunt ( Read more... )

lets see... someone is trying to get me fired from my new job and also trying to take away one of the most genuine and greatest friend someone could have. *siiiig* and everything seemed to be going so well. At least this makes for a new and heavy drainpipe song....

I GET PAID TO DONOTHING
I GET PAYED TO WEAR WHAT I WANT AND GO TO CoNCERTS
BECASUE I RULE!!!