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God I am so fucked up. What was I thinking? I am such a guy. Such a guy to let someone soo great go. I love her so much. I want her to be happy, i really do. BUT I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WITH ME.
I am such a fucking creep.
What should I do with my time. I lost my friends
I lost my love
I am about to lose my jobs
I can't even find a gun to fucking shoot myself with.
I am a failure.
I didn't think I deserved any of this. What did I do? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO!!!!???
I feel weeded out. I love Adri. I love he to death. I am never going to find anyone like her ever again. I am still amazed i found her to begin with. I don't know what to do. STARS! I Wish I could JUST fucking GET OVER HER with THE snap of a mother fucking finger. What the fuck.
I don't think i have ever been this depressed in my life. My sleep deprivation is getting really bad... and I have been sleeping.
Nothing matters anymore. i want to be dead. i will just act as dead as possible without fucking the rest of my life up. until i stumble across a new love, a sawed off shotgun.
i love her so much
I am such a fucking creep.
What should I do with my time. I lost my friends
I lost my love
I am about to lose my jobs
I can't even find a gun to fucking shoot myself with.
I am a failure.
I didn't think I deserved any of this. What did I do? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO!!!!???
I feel weeded out. I love Adri. I love he to death. I am never going to find anyone like her ever again. I am still amazed i found her to begin with. I don't know what to do. STARS! I Wish I could JUST fucking GET OVER HER with THE snap of a mother fucking finger. What the fuck.
I don't think i have ever been this depressed in my life. My sleep deprivation is getting really bad... and I have been sleeping.
Nothing matters anymore. i want to be dead. i will just act as dead as possible without fucking the rest of my life up. until i stumble across a new love, a sawed off shotgun.
i love her so much