Apr 19, 2004 18:01
I don’t fucking get it. It is as if I need negative shit to counteract any positive stuff that goes on in my life. I finally get a job and a few other things and I am really happy. But then I have to find all this other shit out. Fucking first we will start with the can of worms involving bitch cunt.
1. Trying to get me fired? well that is solved anyway. I really feel bad for what I had to do, but I am not going to get fired from a great job because of stupid of drama shit. Regardless of whether trying to get me fired was going to occur or not, I could not take the chance of being another victim.
2. I WOULD NEVER EVER AND I SWAER TO THE STARS! I SWEAR TO THE PIRATE CODE!! I would NEVER talk shit about or do anything to hurt Christ. He is one of the greatest and most genuine friends that ANYONE could ask for. And trying to fucking say that I "suck" and he "shouldn't hang out with" me.... that is just LOW! I know, in my mind, that Christ will do what is best and well as the other few people I talked to this about. I feel guilty about talking about this to anyone, but words cannot express how hurt I am. I would rather lose my fucking job than Christ. You can even test me on that... all though losing my job is quite slim as well as you getting a job there now. Why Christ would even want to remain friends with someone like that is beyond me, but that is not my business. But when it comes to having someone try to lie to him and TALK SHIT against me... then it is my business. It gets to me that somehow you turned this around and made me seem like the bad guy and like the "shit talker". This is not the fucking WWE bitch, this is not fucking 90210. This is mother fucking life and this is also MY FUCKING life that you are FUCKING WITH. And if none of the few friends can see that and defend me, then I will have to defend myself even harder. I have tried to be fucking nice to you, but if you want to fucking play fucking rough, then I will fucking play rough because obviously you have no idea what damage I can do.
And now for the can of worms involving Ali and Christ:
My SISTER and MOTHER approached me on a lost of rumors that my sister heard (she goes to school in Dennis)
1. Christ and I gang-banged Ali
2. Christ and I have "Nair" parties
3. Ali is a huge slut
4. I (and possibly Christ) am gay [with Christ?]
Plus a few things that are true but would have rather had kept a secret.
As you can see... my life has suddenly went from very positive and bright, to.... rather dim. I am going to fight this though. I am definitely not going to stand for losing a great friend. That is all I have to say for now.
sabotage,
work,
friendships,
best friends,
rumors,
2004,
bitching,
secrets,
hurt,
balance,
emotional,
hot topic,
pain,
gang bang,
drama,
jobs,
chris shelton,
sex,
ali manchester