...and why can't I have her?

[sadpenguin]

My first day of work was pretty cool. Kind of boring, but better than what most people have so I am grateful.

A crappy little poem:

DADDIE GAVE ME HO-HOs -x- by billy

morality shot me in the head
that night that night i realized what all this was worth
i reallize what you mean to me
and i hurt her in the mean time
sweat flowing from eachothers bodies
i couldn't look her in the eyes
i cant tell you this

a white lie to numb what was there
frustration ran through my head
i was confused
i was confused
then the waves crashed down along the beach
now their are sand marks on my couch
too bad she broke my plans,
i am sorry dear
me getting her off
i just wanted to please her,
i just wanted to be a friend
i didnt mean for this to happen
i didn'treally lie to you but i did
i lied to her as well
so i stopped i realize now
i can't look her in the eyes
i told her i needed to clean my room

your home with the flu
it took all this to realize
how i really feel about you