Well, today has been a little icky. I'm wondering whether it's because I've been having several light nights lately and had a restless night on Sunday. The icky feeling started fine until I watched the Armistice Day at the Cenotaph on the television. I've not needed to cry for some time now but had to at this point. I was very emotional watching ( Read more... )

I have checked my journal to find out when I last wrote something, and it was one month and two days ago now. There has been a few things I've wanted to record down so I've got myself down to write something about what has been happening in recent times. It feels like I've left it so long that I don't want to bring the past again.

I've just arrived ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have to admit to myself that I have issues at the moment. I will try get these down in writing as to document them and put them into a better order. I have many thoughts during the day and not always enough order with them so it makes it hard to work with them.

I was going to film a clip for youtube but I decided against it for a few ( Read more... )

The past week or so have kind of sucked so far until now. I was pretty hard hit by the visit to that GP and frustrated and upset about how things had gone. I'd come away with the sense again that no one could really help me. I didn't know what to do and it was just too much for me to cope with.( Read more... )

The past five days have been quite interesting for me. I managed to get an appointment to see the GP I had seen two weeks before. She had suggested I come back to see her about the whole gender crap. I was pretty anxious about seeing the doctor because I didn't have a letter from Dr Curtis requesting that I be prescribed hormones and anti-androgens ( Read more... )

Something really cool happened to me today while I was in town. I was in the supermarket with my mom and went to get some groceries to put into the basket. My mom was at the Deli counter standing next to an old lady. I tugged my moms sleeve as she was talking to the person serving. The old lady then said to my mom “Excuse me, there is a lady trying ( Read more... )

The weekend is nearly over now and it feels like it’s been a very long one. I’ve been quite busy since Thursday and now keen to relax. I feel pretty tired and I’m not happy about this. This means I have to do something to improve my energy levels.

Thursday

Gender Counselling session:

I had an appointment to see the gender counsellor at ( Read more... )

I have been having some interesting thoughts and feelings lately and wanted to share them. I wondered whether there were any other people who agree or disagree with my new stance on things.

In my opinion there really is no such thing as a finite man or a woman in a gender related sense. There are definitely many people who are physically ( Read more... )

Even though I had to go to work I am extremely happy today...

I feel this afternoon has gone really well, in fact these past few afternoons have gone really well. I had a positive talk with my counsellor. I also had a bit of a surprise a couple of minutes ago when I found that I have been mentioned in someone's livejournal entry. This made my ( Read more... )

Today I went to visit some family in Solihull and felt like writing something about the day. I wanted to write about my little cousin who is seven years old. He is an only child and therefore has many toys and he even has his own playroom.

Well, one thing I notice when I am with him is how many gender stereotypical toys he has. And I ( Read more... )