The past week or so have kind of sucked so far until now. I was pretty hard hit by the visit to that GP and frustrated and upset about how things had gone. I'd come away with the sense again that no one could really help me. I didn't know what to do and it was just too much for me to cope with.( Read more... )

This morning I have woken up to panic state and it's stressing me a lot. It's as if every last bit of confidence has escaped me and I want to run and hide. Though the place I want to run and hide to is no good, like I've found before. Running and hiding will take me back to where I was and I will only start again after that. I do not want to ( Read more... )