Well, today has been a little icky. I'm wondering whether it's because I've been having several light nights lately and had a restless night on Sunday. The icky feeling started fine until I watched the Armistice Day at the Cenotaph on the television. I've not needed to cry for some time now but had to at this point. I was very emotional watching ( Read more... )

It has been far too long since I last wrote a journal entry. I am finally ready to write one and feel a burning need to write a long detailed one about what has been going on in my life. I never want to stop writing my journal because I feel its important that I continue. Its important because it will help me release all the events, situations and ( Read more... )

What a long and eventful day yesterday was! It started at 5am as usual on my early shift work pattern. I went to work and going about my daily tasks when I received a text message from my mom at 8:30am; Hi Alex. Need to talk to you. Will come over after school. Be there about 5. Love M xxx.  My stress levels just seemed to go through the roof ( Read more... )

When I first embarked on my IPL laser hair removal on my face to be honest I was unsure how I would feel about the hair going off my face. One thought was that it had been there for so long and I was quite used to it. I wondered whether I would actually regret removing the hair from my face. I had my doubts.

Well, I have had three sessions so far ( Read more... )

I have wanted to write something down for a week or so now have not been sure where to start. I thought about writing a few words down like keywords and try to write around these words. Obviously single words or sentences are easier to start with. At this point my house mate has turned his music on and it’s made it more difficult to think.

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I feel I am living on some kind of old fashioned weighing scales today. I am feeling on one side a sense of androgyny and on the other femininity. To be honest when I feel this androgyny it doesn’t give me so much angst of course as when I am feeling very much that I am a female. In a way I still feel I am female yet I feel a positive feeling ( Read more... )